quick update:
going to the catskills on september third for adventure, conspiracy, and hard work. all summer of dreaming of going back to new york and lo and behold an oppurtunity has manifested.
keeping my base here in albuquerque. i love this fucking place.
it's been a whirlwind the past few weeks. wouldn't know where to start.
but there's been tons of good music, parties, work, people, bike rides, sunsets, and loven.
things with the dude are going really swell. he is the lumbering brute to my star-struck mystic.
i don't really have internet access so that's why i suck at responding to you guys. missing so many of you out there. duh.
as usual it's one day at a time for me. who knows what tomorrow holds. but it's goddamn beautiful to live every moment with the ups and the downs, the pleasure, and the pain. i am so grateful for my blessed existence.
in considering my life up to this moment, i always return to a certain memory: when i was five and my mom asked the usual question of "what do you wanna be when you grow up", me being the little flower child that i am responded with, "i just want to be".
it's been a crazy couple of years. the radical that i was raised to be is reaching new plateaus of deviance and transgression from the norm. my life is magic. simple and complex. when you don't fear death, when you understand that matter, and thus We, are neither created nor destroyed, when you live in gratitude of daily blessings like health, loved ones, beauty, and when you understand that body and soul are both fleeting and eternal, it's all simplified. everything really is everything. life, death, one in the same. it's all a flux, an ebb and flow. there is no beauty and interest without suffering and pain. embrace it all.
so keep floating on the magic of the universe, dreamers.
xo
p.s.
just found the coolest online zine ever
going to the catskills on september third for adventure, conspiracy, and hard work. all summer of dreaming of going back to new york and lo and behold an oppurtunity has manifested.
keeping my base here in albuquerque. i love this fucking place.
it's been a whirlwind the past few weeks. wouldn't know where to start.
but there's been tons of good music, parties, work, people, bike rides, sunsets, and loven.
things with the dude are going really swell. he is the lumbering brute to my star-struck mystic.
i don't really have internet access so that's why i suck at responding to you guys. missing so many of you out there. duh.
as usual it's one day at a time for me. who knows what tomorrow holds. but it's goddamn beautiful to live every moment with the ups and the downs, the pleasure, and the pain. i am so grateful for my blessed existence.
in considering my life up to this moment, i always return to a certain memory: when i was five and my mom asked the usual question of "what do you wanna be when you grow up", me being the little flower child that i am responded with, "i just want to be".
it's been a crazy couple of years. the radical that i was raised to be is reaching new plateaus of deviance and transgression from the norm. my life is magic. simple and complex. when you don't fear death, when you understand that matter, and thus We, are neither created nor destroyed, when you live in gratitude of daily blessings like health, loved ones, beauty, and when you understand that body and soul are both fleeting and eternal, it's all simplified. everything really is everything. life, death, one in the same. it's all a flux, an ebb and flow. there is no beauty and interest without suffering and pain. embrace it all.
so keep floating on the magic of the universe, dreamers.
xo
p.s.
just found the coolest online zine ever
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