redhotfuss

it has been a while but whatever, i really had nothing to say. my hair is too short, but i always hate it for a week or so once i get it cut, i just can't handle the loss, i guess. it is soo sunny out but it is deceiving, because it is chilly, dammit. i got a myspace account now, my friends have it so now i do too, i am a nerd, between writing here and there i will have no thoughts to keep to myself, but maybe that is good, because my silly head is already way to full of tragic thoughts and all sorts of built up shit that i have been dwelling on and am just not ready to let go of yet, anyways blah blah blah. i saw a video on the net last night that made me feel awful and i can't even talk about it, my friend and i have a thing where we find fucked up movies and send them to each other and see who can out do each other but last night i found one and i guess i outdid myself, i officially quit.he wins because i can't even bring myself to send it to him.i felt like puking, and crying. thats all. i am tired.