has anyone sexier than catherine zeta-jones ever existed? honestly, i don't think it is possible. 
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once when i was in the 10th grade, i took an aptitude test. it told me i should be someone who would inspire people--the two likely professions it gave me were writer and religious leader. sometimes i think about that, when i really get hopeless about what i need to do with my life, about what i want to become. near that hopelessness, i found...
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my mom & syndrome x
my mom told me some bad news today. at an appointment with her doctor on monday, her doctor told her flat out "you are dying." the reason? an unusual, and recently acknowledged, disorder named to me as "syndrome x."
what is syndrome x? from what i understand, the effects are similar to diabetes. cells can't, for some reason (yet unknown),...
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my mom told me some bad news today. at an appointment with her doctor on monday, her doctor told her flat out "you are dying." the reason? an unusual, and recently acknowledged, disorder named to me as "syndrome x."
what is syndrome x? from what i understand, the effects are similar to diabetes. cells can't, for some reason (yet unknown),...
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mokole:
oh wow, i'm sorry sweetheart, thats just bizarre, thats actually what it's called?? i've never heard of it before. *hugs and kisses* my thoughts are with you and your mother
havok735:
No words... That just sucks...
No words... That just sucks...
Ricochet train wreck rattle inside my head, bashing and crashing to the pounding of my heart. Bright light shine blinding, takes away my work-full afternoon, to leave me with nothing but non-refreshing sweating sleep and whiplash tight, piano-string taut sinews skull to tailbone. No chemical solution to this one, no, so make friends with the ice machine and stagger hopefully to the tune of willing...
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the_deacon:
Work...well. Work in general sucks...I work for a few man-hating vindictive scorned women who I believe like women only. It really isn't fun. Everytime you turn around you're getting called in on something or asked some strange bizarre questions...they don't hire any extra...they expect all the patients to be happy and I work in a mental health unit...HELLLOOO here...news flash...these people are unhappy and crazy...they don't want to be here...they are tortured souls and we are just trying to ease the pain. Can't make everyone happy so I only worry about taking care of the patients now and who cares what management says...I mind my own and stay to myself and it works well so far! Fingers crossed. I know what you mean about begging for time off...it is like selling your soul! 
mokole:
ya, god i hate my migraines, thought i had them beat, but they have been returning a lot more often lately. *hugs and kisses*
ok, who can i smack?
mokole:
me me me! 
i wish last night involved more sleep.
the_deacon:
Good one! haha...I start back work again today after 3 days off...I wish I could rewind...maybe! wishes can get us in trouble!
the_deacon:
I know I know...I wish I could sleep more as well....I am sure there is another planet with a longer day cycle, we can check into that and maybe it would allow more time to get everything done...then again I am sure the environment isn't as pleasurable as here!
and imagine, I used to work a day shift job and be up at 5am...and think that sleep was over-rated...thank God I am cured of that ill thought! Have a great days...zzzzz.....
and imagine, I used to work a day shift job and be up at 5am...and think that sleep was over-rated...thank God I am cured of that ill thought! Have a great days...zzzzz.....
can this day suck any harder? seriously, i woke up to work calling me saying "oh hey, the schedule changed, you're supposed to be here 15 mins ago, did you know?" . o O (gee, muthafucka, did anyone bother to CALL me?! how about a resounding NO.) i rushed through my shower and getting dressed, hauled ass into my car, and squeezed the extra water...
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mokole:
aww sweetheart *hugs and kisses* hopefully after a sleep and not being woken up told your late for a shift you didn't know about will calm everything down. not much else can start a day rolling downhill in a unstopable force then work changing on you, and you having to just deal with it. *big hugs* sorry about the clothes too, just don't be too hard on spott, she did want to do something to help you right?
*hugs and kisses* hopefully after a sleep and not being woken up told your late for a shift you didn't know about will calm everything down. not much else can start a day rolling downhill in a unstopable force then work changing on you, and you having to just deal with it. *big hugs* sorry about the clothes too, just don't be too hard on spott, she did want to do something to help you right? filthy little teenage country girl, playing at pristine in her shiny white grand am, driving with the windows down and the stereo blasting, giving mean looks to everyone in the cars around her while she trys to play it tough and city with her poetry and beat on the radio, shows everyone their favorite cheerleader... until in the middle of a busy street she tosses...
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mokole:
ahhh, nothing like general disrespect for everyone at once. the cute little girls are the worst for it, cause daddy will always get them out of trouble. *sigh* you should of jumped her and made her pick up the garbage with her teeth
most of the day yesterday, i just sat around in as little clothing as i could, reading a book. it wasn't so hot, really, the air was just stifling, suffocating. lacking the energy or will to do more than get up to feed my cats, i would occasionally look out my window at the slightly hazy sunshine outside and sigh. it seemed such a beautiful...
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mokole:
ahhh, god i love storms looks like we might be getting another one here today. though, in some of the rain we've been getting, it's hard to operate a forklift thru it, when the water cuts your brakes out i like the idea of you lying around in as little as possible
looks like we might be getting another one here today. though, in some of the rain we've been getting, it's hard to operate a forklift thru it, when the water cuts your brakes out i like the idea of you lying around in as little as possible whoa. talk about serious nearly-drunken ramblings!
mokole:
haha, it was cute
I'm the new UpstateSGNY group owner and i'm popping into people's journals from the upstate area to invite them to join the group!
i'm hoping to get enough new members interested in events to have get togethers and large events (possibly a darien lake day, or something to that effect). so stop by and see what's up... i promise there isn't even any sort of weird initiation (well, unless you want there to be... lol).
C_K
oh, and sorry about the "form letter"... this would be a super lengthy process if i tried doing it any other way.
ps: happy birthday.