redfirefaery

you ate all that right before bed??? hehe

haha, ya, that debate could lead to a lot of weird dreams hehe. mostly nightmares about the stupidest man ever, in charge of the most powerful army in the world. i know i'm scared

you could always set up the camera without a tape in it, just to scare her heh. that sounds like a lot of fun, your drill i mean. from your pics, never would have thought you were a volunteer firefighter, thats cool

how did your dinner go?

hello there new friend

i know death is no escape. there is no escape. the only way out, is through. hope you don't mind if i kind of work my way though by tossing some words around on here. writing is useful for me and your comments and those of the others are very helpful. thank you.

yes i'm ok (not locked up at the moment ;o) and no, i'd not wish my mind on anyone... though people do seem to have fun with what comes out of it. that's kind of useful???

anyway, i've been following the froggie and pale girl story and i must say, i'm a little envious. but as you know, it helps a lot to have faces to put with the story, so thank you for posting them. i think the showering together is one of the nicest things and i miss it. see? envious!

methinks getting used to that particular kind of exhaustion is not the worst thing in the world. ~kiss~

i'm a little envious, i will admit.

who is froggie? i have a froggie too actually. look in my pics section and you will see him.

as you wish, good luck!

and i used to do the same thing with those plastic pantyhose eggs.... little time capsules sent by little girls all around the world ;o)

hey, did you ever release balloons in the hopes they'd go farther than a tree a block away? i loved doing that too!

by the way, i DID get that number, and all will be well

thanks for the luck! ♥

hehe...yay for hearts! Everything is going so well! Thank god cause I can't take much more I'll tell ya that much..lol

Sounds like a busy weekend The heart is & hearts ; With no spaces

i would love to see cirque du soleil perform. i'm turning a little green.....

with regard to my long entries - i think and type really fast sometimes. as you can see, the entries are pretty scattered. so something like that last one is about twenty minutes of brain dumping. nothing special.

what business are you in? that has me very curious.

about the friendship and sexual tension.... yes. i had a friend. he was a wonderful friend. i loved him so much. i knew he wanted me - the tension was so thick - but i didn't want him. i tried! i loved him. the sex was pathetic and now i don't have my friend. we just sort of drifted apart. thing is, the friendship was stalled out because of the tension and the attempt to break the tension failed too. i've no idea what i could have done differently. i even talked with him about it.... something that is pretty hard to do with all that tension. maybe there is something here that is useful in your situation, but i kind of doubt it. there is usually sexual tension between me and anyone i'm friendly with. but not like that. that was too much.

pardon the additional comment here... still getting used to this place.

[Edited on Sep 17, 2004 1:45AM]