Friday Nov 19, 2004

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i am out. i left last night. i slept the 3 hours i got at my sister's house. if i don't post, forgive me please. i don't have much time right now...

♥ always
firefae
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nightmares:
kiss kiss
spott:
About time you came out wink

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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i have plenty against smoking. i don't like the smell, i don't like the taste, i don't like the cough, and i certainly don't like the burning eyes i get when around smoking. however. the fact that i don't like smoking only affects people around me far enough that they know i don't, and they had better not in my house. that is it.

i...
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nightmares:
I hate that. Every smoker seems to drive in front of me and throw their nast ass butt out the window onto the hood of my car. I think we should be allowed to shoot those motherfuckers!
nightmares:
Have a wonderful weekend or this ~~~> will happen to you!


~Nightmares~

Thursday Nov 11, 2004

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i think i'm lonely.
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mokole:
well come over, we'll play some games smile
spott:
Loneliness is not the absence of people. Some of the loneliest times (in my experience) are actually surrounded by people.
I KNOW I am lonely.
But sometimes you have to feel alone inorder to seperate yourself from the people around you ~ who are influencing you ~ so you can begin to figure things out. While I wouldn't encourage anyone to be selfish and self-centered ... when it comes to these difficult times [like your posts imply you are going though of late], the only person you need to consider is YOU.
I pray the hard decisions you face resolve, for you, for the best.
I pray the hard times to follow those decisions - you have the strength to endure.
And I pray that it will conclude swiftly... and in the end you will be better for it. And happy. No regrets.

You have friends and those who care for you. They will help you through the hard times if you let them. But first, the hard decisions ~ you're lonely because until you've made them, you've shut out everyone who is already there gathered around you. It is as I'd expect it to be.

<hugs>

But you really should go play games with Mokole.

Friday Oct 22, 2004

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waterfall diving dream

standing on the rocks with
the water on the brink
one last breath 'fore the jump
and a smile 'fore i sink
to my hands and my knees
to crawl back to the shore
with the big blue sky ahead
that one i long for
the brown of the rocks
underneath that hard flow
the white of the spray
blowing in a...
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spott:
*Claps Enthusiasticly*
abyssia:
it's beautiful.

Wednesday Oct 13, 2004

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i don't care what anyone says, salvation army FUCKING ROCKS. if it wasn't for salvation army, i wouldn't have these absolutely kick-ass vintage dark olive green cords with light wear spots along the creases. these damn pants ROCK! biggrin
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nightmares:
I love thrift stores. They have the best stuff!
nadine:
i'm being sooo slow recently, i'm with you! and yes i do that most of the time. tongue

Wednesday Oct 13, 2004

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ok so things are working themselves out. we've talked about it, and she knows she owes me BIGTIME. biggrin

there be shoppin ta do... ARRR!!!

♥
abyssia:
i'm glad to hear it. and yeah, i'm getting better. better enough to be frustrated. better enough to be writing. and i didn't take any wacky chemicals to do it! i just cleaned the house really good on saturday - worked myself far beyond exhaustion - and poof! so them doctors can keep their stinkin pills and i'll just take my vitamins, minerals and assorted aminos along with a healthy diet and lots of housework! i wanted to thank you again for your offer to help with the medicinal herbs and such. the season has only begun. i may yet take you up on that one.

be well.

Tuesday Oct 05, 2004

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i am having a yucky day. earlier i had to ground & center to not lose my temper AND start sobbing at the same time. anyone that knows me knows i don't lost my temper, and i rarely cry..... frown
mokole:
aww what happened sweetheart? *hug*

Saturday Oct 02, 2004

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ok, so the question that is bold is really what i was looking for responses to...
mokole:
ok fine, isn't that what love actually is? smile
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