i called today. that girl... i open my mouth, words come out, and she understands. even about how i eat. it is... unusual. impossible. but apparently completely real.
hope lives for the weekend before hallowe'en. much fun!
and i am always in her thoughts... which makes me feel... not so weird. not so unusual. not quite so outside anything calling itself society. but still unusual...
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hope lives for the weekend before hallowe'en. much fun!
and i am always in her thoughts... which makes me feel... not so weird. not so unusual. not quite so outside anything calling itself society. but still unusual...
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ok so i'll start with friday. i worked 9am-8:30pm, came home, packed, and left with spotty for a party in perinton. in case you don't know where that is, it is just east of rochester, ny. so there's a good 1.5 hour drive. we got to the party 11ish. it was getting good 
. there was a hot tattooed girl there--i'm talkin SG worthy, definitely....
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abyssia:
Wow, what a whirlwind! That was all great fun to read (save the naproxen/cyclobenzaprine part - I use them too) Your boss.... Tee hee! Did I ever tell you that Brian used to manage a CopyMax? He started his illustrious career at a Kinkos, but grew disillusioned and moved onto CopyMax just as OfficeMax was creating the new entity. It had been nothing but a tiny area in the back of the store with homemade rubber stamps and the like before. I used to bake those at Things Remembered. Nothing like the smell of baking rubber. Mmm mmm good. Gods, I get tangential! And I use words in odd ways. Im not sure whether to be shocked, dazed, amazed or comforted to know there is another man out there who is remaining a virgin until his wedding night. My brother did that. Seems very very wrong to me. Unnatural. But I do enjoy your descriptions of people and events.... And now I know what the ring of fire is all about. Very educational as well! Ok, now Im going to go back to bed. I was just going to stay up long enough to write thank you notes for birthday gifts received. I can't find the addresses to send them to! Phooey. What I get when I try to be polite!!! ;o)
Autumn draws near, can you smell it?
Autumn draws near, can you smell it?
abyssia:
you didn't call. i didn't know you were going to call - cable modem was out - but you didn't call. maybe too much talking about the work and such. sorry. i'll go away now.
i have too much work to do today to be this tired.
first things first... getting my computer back from froggie. i hope he has it done. then i have to go to work and hope somebody can let me in to get the info for an order i need to finish and email it to myself, hence the need for my computer (publisher is...
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first things first... getting my computer back from froggie. i hope he has it done. then i have to go to work and hope somebody can let me in to get the info for an order i need to finish and email it to myself, hence the need for my computer (publisher is...
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murder_tramp:
Work on a day off! UGH!
~Trampy
~Trampynobody likes me everybody hates me guess i'll go eat... um... i dunno. not worms.
i feel like i live at work. i still have one more 9-8 shift tomorrow. then saturday we go to canandaigua for ring of fire! surprisingly, the thought of getting the hell out of dodge for a whole day with my girl is really keeping me pushing through this week....
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i feel like i live at work. i still have one more 9-8 shift tomorrow. then saturday we go to canandaigua for ring of fire!
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murder_tramp:
Pfffffffft... you can eat the worms when you are dead... that shouldn't be for a long time... so nah! 
~Trampy
~Trampy
abyssia:
i just warmed up my livejournal since you have one - i have a deadjournal... thing is, i just put the same thing there as i put here. maybe for the LJ i'll post something different. i didn't today - just added you and made sure it was still there... i paid for DJ, but not for LJ so it's pretty lame. eh, whatever. just so i can read your thoughts. 
(i know it's a blush, but it sometimes looks a little maniacal to me as well!)
have copious amounts of fun tomorrow! make pan proud.
(i know it's a blush, but it sometimes looks a little maniacal to me as well!)
have copious amounts of fun tomorrow! make pan proud.
the ring two:
exactly like the first one, including killing off the nice guy. the major difference was that they should have called a priest as soon as the kid went cold. and you could read rachel's mind looping on "i should have done this" and "i shouldn't have done that." all in all, it was fairly creepy, especially when the samara climbed up the...
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exactly like the first one, including killing off the nice guy. the major difference was that they should have called a priest as soon as the kid went cold. and you could read rachel's mind looping on "i should have done this" and "i shouldn't have done that." all in all, it was fairly creepy, especially when the samara climbed up the...
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i am feeling better today. i suppose it helps that i went to bed early, and i didn't have to wake up to an alarm this morning. i have 2 more of those ugly 9am-8pm shifts this week, so they decided to be nice and give me today off.
thanks all who wished me better--and demanded me better ( ), and thanks for the pic...
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abyssia:
Yay for a feeling better Fae!
I anxiously await your esteemed opinion about the ring two. I hope it's super creepy, but in a good way! A very good way. Hey, did you see the cube? I liked that one a lot.
I anxiously await your esteemed opinion about the ring two. I hope it's super creepy, but in a good way! A very good way. Hey, did you see the cube? I liked that one a lot.
today hurts. i don't think i'm quite over whatever it is i had yesterday, and i worked 9am-8:20pm today. without a break. not even a minute to go pee. i ate on the fly. around 7:30pm. near the end of an over $1000 day. that's 1/3 more than our sales plan usually is. and i did it ALONE. and did i mention i didn't get...
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abyssia:
I was so hopeing you would feel better... Be better! Be Healed I Say! Be healed, I pray.
~forehead kiss~
~forehead kiss~
there is absolutely nothing that comes close to matching that horrible feeling of waking up at 4am shivering and dizzy, with a cold sweat sheen across one's skin, stomach twisting, heart racing, and knowing you have a body to climb over and an entire room to traverse before the bathroom is even in sight.
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murder_tramp:
I hope you get better soon sweetie!
~Trampy
I hope you get better soon sweetie!
~Trampy
shivr:
Love the intimidating photo, you are the hottest lesbian I know!
Hope your better!
Love the intimidating photo, you are the hottest lesbian I know!
Hope your better!
new pics of the tats, not that they're any good... at least they are posted, though, in my pics. enjoy!
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after discovering i was goofing with a mirror trying to get the right angle for the now-posted "intimidating" picture, i realized that i am a hopeless loser, and i enjoy having a camera and some time on my hands WAY too much. however, that...
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edit:
after discovering i was goofing with a mirror trying to get the right angle for the now-posted "intimidating" picture, i realized that i am a hopeless loser, and i enjoy having a camera and some time on my hands WAY too much. however, that...
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murder_tramp:
Awww, how fey-ish.
~Trampy
~Trampy
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