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once again i have spotty to thank... this time for dragging my half-conscious ignoring-the-world self off the couch and making me get the hell out of the house. i don't feel "so much better" but now at least i'm functioning.

thank you
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Dim Red Light

the morning
early morning homecoming after too-long movie night too far away. rest stop naps not nearly so satisfying as soft bed at home, or warm, so teeth-chattering wakefulness enforced traveling toward destination. highway turns to street as sun explodes slowly, sending fire down the pavement as blinding light turns the corner toward shadow. home in sight, motor idle then off, opening...
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phaedrus33:
nicely put . . . very sweetly written . . .

kiss
murder_tramp:
Awwwwwwwwww. smile
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my clock says 3:03am and i'm not ready for sleeping. tomorrow is going to be rough!
cretinsa11:
my sleep habit have been poor since I started school... I can't seem to go to sleep some nights.. other nights I pass out right away... insomnia sucks, I can relate whatever
spott:
I don't sympathize this time.
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The Last Hours of September 18, 2005

i sit down at the computer to check the messages i've gotten since i've been away. there is one there from my brother, tassilo, saying call or im me asap. so i respond.

the gist of his issue--ma is talking suicide and won't listen to anything anymore. i was angry.

did he call our younger brother? he tried,...
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spott:
There is more than one type of Love in this world. There is Lust and Passion which often become labled as love. There is the love siblings share ... and love a mother or father feels for their own children. There is the love their children have for their parents. There is the love you have for people you do not know. Love for people you would mourn, but do not truely like in life. There is love for a friend and love for a soulmate. Love for pets, life, beauty, justice. You - dear Fae - have shown the greatest of these. Your love is powerful and honest ... and you bear the burden of your love with grace. It is well known what pains do come with the deepest of love ~

I admire you. I respect you. I love you.

And I am grateful, above all things, that I have you love. Your love - which you've just proved - is genuine. strong. boundless.

♥ - Spotty
zenfinite:
I don't say this often, dear, so you may want to archive this or something.

You're 100% a better person than me.

You did good lass. You did good.


Zen
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i'm gonna go through this a little... mechanically... simply because as beautiful a wedding as it was, as great a party as it was, neither weddings nor parties are my thing, especially ones that involve all sides of my family, and instead of having a "great time" like everyone thinks i should have, i had "good moments" like dancing boogie woogie bugle boy with my...
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this makes me sad. once somebody asked me if i could meet any SG, who would it be and why. i said Voltaire, because she seems like the most realistic, down-to-earth person, and i think if she speaks anything like she writes, i could listen to her speak for hours. i hear she's on myspace, though. smile

today i did a split at work so i...
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murder_tramp:
I hope the wedding is a good one and that you have a good time as well. It sucks about some of the girls that have recently been archived. frown

love kiss ~Trampy
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my

job

is

evil


mrrf i hurt. and in less than 12 hours, i have to be back for an 11 hour shift... blackeyed
murder_tramp:
Aw sweetie. frown

love kiss ~Trampy
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we saw the brothers grimm and the cave last night... we actually saw both movies. it was mildly unfortunate that we weren't too busy steaming up the windows, but i suppose the movies weren't too bad.

the brothers grimm was as many faery tales and references packed into one story as the creators could possibly combine without thoroughly confusing the viewer. it had a simple,...
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murder_tramp:
So I guess this is the place to go for movie reviews. wink

Tea indeed... I'm a go do that too. biggrin

love kiss ~Trampy
murder_tramp:
I had some pics taken to build my model portfolio up some more. We were going for some cyber vamp type look or something. It is at UB's north campus where they have those things that resemble ruins... some pillars on concrtet slabs... I don't know what the deal is. confused

I'm going to be posting some more shots from the shoot later when they are all copyrighted.

I have another one today too with a different photographer... but if all goes well you won't be seeing any of those till I am posting in pink! eeek biggrin

love kiss ~Trampy
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i was pretty trashed when i posted last night.

kiss

now i'm just out of the shower, and i've got water on to start cooking my lunch.

tonight spott & i are doing drive-in. much fun wink

and as the good woman says... " Days off work are just better with no underwear ..."

spott:
love love
eeek
love love
blush
kiss

ooo aaa
abyssia:
i hope you managed to eat some food. i've been licking ginger off my pinkie all day - with a beer chaser. every day is better with no underwear.... i'm thinking of trying out bloomers. confused i hope you two had a grand time out. kiss for you both!