redfirefaery

i called today. that girl... i open my mouth, words come out, and she understands. even about how i eat. it is... unusual. impossible. but apparently completely real.

hope lives for the weekend before hallowe'en. much fun!

and i am always in her thoughts... which makes me feel... not so weird. not so unusual. not quite so outside anything calling itself society. but still unusual because of when i told her to think of me... while she was "being nice" to her boy... and she said always.

my girl is sleeping. dee is watching rocky horror with nemesis... i think it is nearly time for ME to be sleeping. if only i could sober up!

here i go trying.

night
♥