redfirefaery

i'm dying, but not really. well, i'm sure they'll tell me one way or the other once my blood test results come in. i don't want to wait days for that--i wish they could just tell me "yes you have mono" or "no you don't have mono". the tests were for that, thyroid, and cholesterol. i hate having people stick me with sharp things (unless they are shallow stickings and the needles are carrying colors!), but what must be done...

i really can't afford to stay home now and lose pay when i could get disability for having mono. someone somewhere finally realized that hey, there are germies that cause humans to need to crash for a month. so i'm staying home and ensuring my future broke-ness. maybe i will call in for the rest of the day. or maybe i will suck it up and go in... i don't know.

anyway, off i go to be indecisive, tired, and generally icky feeling.