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The last two week's of my life have been great.I reconnected with a woman that i care about very much.Only problem is that now,I've messed thing's up again.Funny how certain thought's can come out of your mouth when you have drank one too many "Long Island iced teas".When we are out together,her cell phone ring's about 5 time's every 30 min.Of course she answers each and every call.This also coincides with her talking to other men sitting or standing near me.Not just a 3-5 min talk,but 30- 45 min.Anyway,I told her several time's that she was ignoring me.She just laughed it off and continued doing her thing.Im a patient man,but i never thought she would be pulling this kind of crap.
Im standing there with a 'buzz"feeling completely out of sort's and then it happen's.From the deep recesses of my jealous mind come the word's...FUCK YOU!!!!!!
I can't go into anymore than that.All I know is that me and Stephanie,that's her name.Can't ever seem to be on the same'page' so to speak.Anyway,tonight will be "New Year's Eve" and I want be with her.This makes me very sad,you would think is someone cared about you they would show it.
Owell! I guess it's up to each of us to make ourselves happy and we shouldn't have to rely on someone else to make it happen.

Happy New Year!!!

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