redeye09

well im bored theres no one to talk to or hang out with.... i dont have any ability to text or call anyone back home... gettin screwed pretty hard here nothing goin to plan as i imagined or hoped it would go... civilian wise i could just go somewhere get alone and think here i cant not even in my own room... i guess civilian ways are now foreign to me... and another thing i seem to be behind the curve and i hate that and theres nothin i can do about it... im in an mos that i hate and im in a place that i dont know and care to be either... i feel like im lost out in sea and notin i do can help and everyone is excelling but me... check it a lil rich butch pretty boy whos daddy was in the corp an dwas the same mos bitches he dont want to be here cant stand this htat and hte other and he gets the high end jobs and gets the recognitions but doesnt do a damn thign but skate all day... well i try to and nothin works. i try to be strong but it dont work if i could to somewhere or mos that i belong and love doin then id be fine but once again im screwed there to... life just sucks in general right now if it you can think it sucks for me