redeye09

well me we and a few others sat back today on beach listen to country and knockin back a few brewskis... and the funny thing with country it can get you thinkin, sad, rowdey, even a bit darein if your out in the bar ont he way to the club lookin for a girl or your girl. anyways this time it had got me thinkin... and before i go further my ipod seems to know what mood im in or whats on my mind because it plays alot of good songs that kinda go with my mood creepy but also pretty cool.

Anyways in the island briefs when you get here they talk about depresion and missin home and i thought that no way this place is awesome not america but still amazein place to be. Being new and seein crazy things and always on the go takein charge killin bodies and snatchin souls and all that good trash right... well now that its became the norm and chilled and we've got it down pact home and friends are startin to creep back in my mind. Not that im blockin them out or brain washed just realy busy you know how it gets sometimes.

Well listening to trace adkins, hank jr. and the like couple boys talk about the farm and goin home soon weather its leace pcs or eas and that got me thinkin even more mainly on home and thats when it hit me like a bus. I've been so wrapped up in bein a marine and doin hwat i do i forgot alot people and things back home. i mean i left a girl who we both had crushes on each other but now shes army and im marine. left friends back home that when i look throu myspace or facebook they all have troubles worse then showin up drunk to work or pt... even the smart kids htat were suppose to go to college are still at home. kinda unfair but the wierd hting is i dont feel that bad because all they lack is initiative you know what i mean? its a lil wierd because i dont but i do eh im sure itll all work its self in the end this is one the things i leave to god