and so..
my life seems to be getting back on track, except for those fucking nightmares that dont seem to want to leave me alone. my last assignment of the year is due in thursday, and of course, i've yet to start.
been watching Lost like its my job, and to be frank, i may just have a little obsession with the show. with sawyer, and with kate. but then again... how could you not.. they're such beautiful people, and the storyline is so fucked up. its like.. tv crack.
so anyways. things have been good. I had a nice time thursday (?) with northstar. got some sushi, did a little tokey tokey.. it was a good time. but then again, when is it ever boring spending time with a beautiful nurse? ha.
moving on...!
i've been slightly perplexed.
how do people determine who, of their "friends" can really be trusted. how do people differentiate? i've been here for about 8 months now, and i'm still confused as fuck. i suppose its because in highschool i grew up with the same people, and when i first got to know them, trust wasnt as big of an issue as it is now. i guess i sort of grew into my friends. or our friendships grew over the years, but living in a city where i know no one, and know nothing, its kind of a mindfuck when i'm sitting here asking myself.. who the hell are my friends here?
i find myself discovering new things about the friends that i've made, and not being impressed. maybe i'm being slightly stupid, and thinking too much into it. but really.
HOW?!
who knows.
i DO know that i want to be back home in hong kong for the three day Rugby 7'S playoffs. This is basically a three day bender, where there are lots of drunk people, lots of everyone being covered in beer, and lots of rugby. i love it.
Dear Jesus,
Turn up the heat please.
my life seems to be getting back on track, except for those fucking nightmares that dont seem to want to leave me alone. my last assignment of the year is due in thursday, and of course, i've yet to start.
been watching Lost like its my job, and to be frank, i may just have a little obsession with the show. with sawyer, and with kate. but then again... how could you not.. they're such beautiful people, and the storyline is so fucked up. its like.. tv crack.
so anyways. things have been good. I had a nice time thursday (?) with northstar. got some sushi, did a little tokey tokey.. it was a good time. but then again, when is it ever boring spending time with a beautiful nurse? ha.
moving on...!
i've been slightly perplexed.
how do people determine who, of their "friends" can really be trusted. how do people differentiate? i've been here for about 8 months now, and i'm still confused as fuck. i suppose its because in highschool i grew up with the same people, and when i first got to know them, trust wasnt as big of an issue as it is now. i guess i sort of grew into my friends. or our friendships grew over the years, but living in a city where i know no one, and know nothing, its kind of a mindfuck when i'm sitting here asking myself.. who the hell are my friends here?
i find myself discovering new things about the friends that i've made, and not being impressed. maybe i'm being slightly stupid, and thinking too much into it. but really.
HOW?!
who knows.
i DO know that i want to be back home in hong kong for the three day Rugby 7'S playoffs. This is basically a three day bender, where there are lots of drunk people, lots of everyone being covered in beer, and lots of rugby. i love it.
Dear Jesus,
Turn up the heat please.
it takes time to sift through whos good and whos not. to be honest...ive been in london for liek what...5 years now? And I still have trouble being able to make the proper judgement, init. sorry about my disappearing act on msn the other day. i wanted to see how u were n such coz i actually already read this blog but was too lazy to post
the 7s indeed!! im sposed to be off to amsterdam tomorrow...plane ticket booked n all...but im not doing it. so theres my 'equivalent of partying' flushed down the feckin toilet. heh.
anyway. its for the best. i promise.
hope shit starts to get clearer for u. and when i say shit i mean things. and not actual faeces. uhmm. that's all for now. hahahaha
x
ps....pictures??
im a visual person.