redcrayon

going crazy.
(again)
chemical dependency will have the best of me while i wait for someone to save me. this time is different. i'm in too deep; i have gone crazy and there is no going back. i have halluncinations of him hunting me down, finding me in a random drug house, picking me up and laying me in his car. but i lay here, half fried over-easy scrambled, begging for a message- any message- on my machine. a touch, one touch... my passion. divinity comes at a price and he is paying the devil his dues. no time for little ol' me. i'm just a poor girl nobady loves me....unnatural sleep and violent insecurity: my life in ink and his written in stars. the mayans weren't wrong in the least.
-redcrayonkelly