redbeard3

I haven't updated my page in a long time, but I find that I don't have much to say when I do. I have been working very hard on guess what - another proposal. This time it is again to the National Science Foundation for 1.5 million or so over 4 years.

There isn't a snowball's chance in hell that we will get it, yet I've been spending incredible amounts of time on it. Last week Wednesday all day, Friday all day, Saturday- noon to 8 pm, Sunday - 5 to 8:30 pm, today from 8:30 - 7:30. I am ready for a break, writing these things is good experience, but I would prefer gaining this experience while I don't have classes, research and the responsibility of teaching two labs grading homework and teaching my Professor's class once a week.

I'm losing my taste for a forum on another site, well I've been losing my taste for it for some time actually since my favorite person left that site. It is making me sick, the people on there have an outer shell of sweet luby duby kindness, but really deep down they are very self centered and narcissistic. They don't really care about anyone else but themselves.

I'm not in a good mood these days, I hope I can change that soon.