I keep coming back, because I start to like her and I want to get to know her. To be honest it felt like a dream. She ticked off quite a few requirement boxes I had. I was excited. I'd text her. She'd text me "Whatr doing?" We'd talk. It was good.
I find out later that she has a BF of four years. The brakes were slammed harder then Ron Jeremy making a porn. I was like well that sucks. So out of respect I slowed a little. I thought "Well maybe if I hang out here and things go wrong, she'll remember me".
Right about then is when things started not going so good. She stopped "Whatr u doing?" me late at night. She seemed less and less interested. Then one day, I go to see her at my favorite bar (it was my favorite before she started working there) and that's when she tells me she broke up and moved out of her BFs place. Then........then I got those fateful words.....".......and I've started talking to this other guy I really like." In a matter of 60 seconds I went from being oh so happy to one of the worst feelings I have felt in my entire life. It was awful. When I left I got my usual hug. I must have been wearing the happiness and pain in my face because in the time it takes to hug someone she asked me if I was alright like four times.
Needless to say it's kinda been down hill ever since. We haven't talked very much. She not that communicative anymore. I'm losing hope as time goes by...... I don't know. We will see what happens, I hope for the best because I really like her. I really do think she is physically and mentally attractive.
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Ironically enough my new favorite song has now become "I hate myself for loving you" by Joan Jett.