red_vinyl

so....i got fired today.

i've never been fired before. it sucks. even though i wasn't enjoying my job i didn't think that i would be fired. they gave me some bullshit reason that they needed someone who would expand more. wtf? every time i asked to have more responsibilities and more things to do i ws told that i was hired to answer the phone and greet patients, not do accounting and paper work. oh well...i'm looking at this in a positive light. at least now i will have time to focus more on finding a new job, which i was already trying to do. it was difficult to arrange interviews around my work schedule. hopefully now i will have more opportunities open to me. i know that i'm definitly going to be going back to school soon so i'm looking forward to that. i need to focus on small goals. i know i'm not going to get my ideal job until i finish school so i need to stop being so hard on myself about not having everything i want right now. i know it will all piece itself together.

tomorrow i'm going to do the excel tutorial that i downloaded to improve on my skills and i'm going to hand out resumes at some places around my home.

tomorrow night a friend of mine from university that i haven't seen in about a year is having a party and i know lots of people will be there so i totally can't pass that up! i'm really looking forward to seeing people that i haven't seen in such a long time but at the same time i don't know if i reallly want to go because i will have to explain to a lot of those people why i dropped out of school and that i'm not even employed. yay!

anyways...i'm going to go head to the gym to blow off some steam.