red_vinyl

last night was a nightmare.....i won't go into detail but it was
christy's (aka the roomie from hell) birthday....
she invited a bunch of her boring retarded friends over for dinner and then movies and drinking afterwards... so justin and i got home and all we wanted to do was make some dinner because we were both hungry and cranky. but alas our tiny house and kitchen was full of retards. i swear they just kept multiplying exponentially. i really need to learn how to manage and direct my anger because usually i hold it inside of me and then i end up taking it out on justin rather then on the person who is the cause. i'm so glad that i have someone like him...i'm glad that he puts up with my shinanagans and doesn't think i'm TOO crazy.


isn't he tho thpecial

i miss my snuggle bunny from here to the moon and back with a couple of loops in between.

so today looks like a busy day...i better start to get my ass in gear.

first off i did all of the dishes that christy left from last night. for some reason she gave everyone real plates and cups even though we have plastic cups and forks and paper plates left over from my birthday party. moh well....she can't help that she's retarded.

now i need to RE start my drawing project. the one that's due on thursday that i was almost done that i've been working on for hours for the past four weeks that christy somehow LOST! seriously...she is ruining my life.

martini has given me some hope though that there may be better things to come in the future. she wants to get an apartment near kipling station. i know it wouldn't be for quite some time but anything would be better than this. even if i do have to put up with "it" until august or whenever she wants to get a place it would be worth the wait.

anyways....i'm going to go and fuck myself with a dildo in the shower and relieve some of that anger i was talking about. then i really need to get down to business.