Well the meeting went well today. The guy actually made me see my good points, and not to focus on all of the bad things that have happened recently. AND.....No rehab for me!!! 
Apparently I have a lot of ill power to just stop like I did, he was expecting me to still be drinking when I went to see him. but im ace, so neh 
I actually came out feeling quite positve, so I am going to tuck myself up in bed now (yes, I know it is only 7.00pm), with a HUGE mug of coffee, a laptop, and two Eddie Izzard DVD's! sounds like a top night to me!
he also said that I should presue my dream of being a medicinal herbalist, and to save the money from not drinking, and put it towards my fees for september. I think he has a good point there, and at least it gives me a goal and a focus!
Ninight t ya all!
P.S Im not going to leeds. I havent told the ex yet, but I will. I couldnt now if I wanted to coz I have an appointment that weekend, and I HAVE to attend them. I knew it wasnt a good idea anyway, its just sometimes I need other people to say what is going on in my head to confirm it.
Apparently I have a lot of ill power to just stop like I did, he was expecting me to still be drinking when I went to see him. but im ace, so neh
I actually came out feeling quite positve, so I am going to tuck myself up in bed now (yes, I know it is only 7.00pm), with a HUGE mug of coffee, a laptop, and two Eddie Izzard DVD's! sounds like a top night to me!
he also said that I should presue my dream of being a medicinal herbalist, and to save the money from not drinking, and put it towards my fees for september. I think he has a good point there, and at least it gives me a goal and a focus!
Ninight t ya all!
P.S Im not going to leeds. I havent told the ex yet, but I will. I couldnt now if I wanted to coz I have an appointment that weekend, and I HAVE to attend them. I knew it wasnt a good idea anyway, its just sometimes I need other people to say what is going on in my head to confirm it.
hey babe!
Glad the interview went ok! Great idea about using the money saved to go on a course!
I'm going on a course to be a push bike mechanic in July, which is what i really want to do!
Take care of yourself,and stay strong
Coffee and Eddie Izzard is pretty much the best night in in the world