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Sunday Feb 22, 2004

Feb 21, 2004
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Sometimes.

Sometimes the hours just ache, and the thought of my life streching out ahead of me feels like an unbearable burden. Sometimes I wake from my dreams of the past and I just want to weep.

Sometimes I laugh out loud from this feeling of joyous exuberance that bubbles up from deep inside me. I walk throught the day with a silly grin stuck on my face at the wonder of the world.

Why is there no consistency to my thoughts anymore? What happened to my emotional center? Why have I been living a life of emotional extremes for the past year?

I'm tired now and I just want to be normal.
anemotis:
Having other people to share those feelings with seems to take the edge off for me. But even if it didn't, I'd rather not be numb.
Mar 20, 2004

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