OK. So tough desicions were made, crappy talks had. Distance acheived. Now on with the rest of my life.
So yeah, about that...
I really need to get my ass in gear and get writing. Bad screenplays don't just write themselves! However I seem to accomplish very little writing at home, it feels like I spend all my time there waiting for something to happen. Like I am waiting for someone to call, or I am waiting for inspiration to strike, or even just waiting for time to pass. It's a great writing at home day today too, it's grey out, not too hot, and yet I've gotten very little done. Four pages in five hours. Plus I don't even like it. Ah well.
But you know what's good? I'm not sitting here waiting for her to call me. Hope doesn't rise in my breast everytime the phone rings, just to come crashing back down when I answer it. I'm not sitting here wondering if I will see her tonight. I'm not sitting here wondering what she is doing right now. And that counts for alot.
So yeah, about that...
I really need to get my ass in gear and get writing. Bad screenplays don't just write themselves! However I seem to accomplish very little writing at home, it feels like I spend all my time there waiting for something to happen. Like I am waiting for someone to call, or I am waiting for inspiration to strike, or even just waiting for time to pass. It's a great writing at home day today too, it's grey out, not too hot, and yet I've gotten very little done. Four pages in five hours. Plus I don't even like it. Ah well.
But you know what's good? I'm not sitting here waiting for her to call me. Hope doesn't rise in my breast everytime the phone rings, just to come crashing back down when I answer it. I'm not sitting here wondering if I will see her tonight. I'm not sitting here wondering what she is doing right now. And that counts for alot.
glamerdork:
I'm glad you're in a good mood. Even though I don't know you. Yes, bad screen plays don't just write themselves. For some reason, I have this odd faith in you. Odd... since I've never met you before in my life. But there is something about your personality that shines through in the few entries I've read. Hey- you just have to get yourself motivated. I'd love to read some stuff you've written- i mean, screenplays and the like. -- I bet you waste lots of time on this site-- right? -- take half of that time and go get something down on paper. And then let me know how it feels to be motivated-- maybe I'll get inspired to use my brain as well.