How can he make me feel so incredible and so awfully dead all in the same day, much less the same lifetime? I don't know what to do...all I know is that I have yet to be worth jack shit to anyone.
**edit**
Right after I wrote that last night I went to bed because I was drunk and high and crying because Jeremy and...
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Right after I wrote that last night I went to bed because I was drunk and high and crying because Jeremy and...
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undressyourheart:
<3
verucalelu:
lindsay!!! too bad you got me and krystina hooked on this....
I am completely freaked about my lesson tomorrow....
Scary republican horn teachers. Grr.
Scary republican horn teachers. Grr.
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_spectre_:
Good luck babe 
er:
i went to OC for undergrad
and i heard 'kack' in boston.
by someone who was...shall we say...an expert on the subject
and i heard 'kack' in boston.
by someone who was...shall we say...an expert on the subject
I'm Ba-ack....
A week later, I am moved in, I started classes, I finally[\i] got the parts to set up DSL, and things are GOOD.
My dad came down on Sunday to help out a little and visit. He commented on how happy I was. Jeremy was around - and he should be this weekend as well.
Laura and Krystina are INCREDIBLE. I seriously could...
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A week later, I am moved in, I started classes, I finally[\i] got the parts to set up DSL, and things are GOOD.
My dad came down on Sunday to help out a little and visit. He commented on how happy I was. Jeremy was around - and he should be this weekend as well.
Laura and Krystina are INCREDIBLE. I seriously could...
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fusionface:
good to hear you've been doing good!
fortysix_and_two:
It was great to meet you! I hope you and the man had fun when you got home, I'd hate to think my work was wasted. 
Hmmm...I was just saying to Laura (UndressYourHeart) that it's amazing how emotions can make me feel - physically.
I saw that she had IMed me and I told her that how in th epast hour I've grown incredibly irritable. My feet are killing me, I move in 2 days and I haven't even started packing, my car was the victim of a hit...
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I saw that she had IMed me and I told her that how in th epast hour I've grown incredibly irritable. My feet are killing me, I move in 2 days and I haven't even started packing, my car was the victim of a hit...
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kevykev:
RecordandPlay said on September 10, 2004 09:25 AM
I'm sorry man, I barely know you, but that's heavy. I'm thinking of you and I am in town in one week - drop a line if you need a stranger who cares...cause I do.
Tuesday, September 21. 6:25pm est, Columbus.
thx for your kind words.
i just got back to c-bus and anxiously await things returning to normal.
i know we dont even know each other but your words rang loud and strong.
btw - we SHOULD hang out since you're back for school and im sure you're not more than 5 miles from where im sitting.
maybe we'll run into each other
thx again.
talk to ya soon 
//ke_v
mirror:
Sorry to hear about your car getting hit while you were up in this neck of the woods. Hope it doesn't discourage you from coming up this way. Yeah, giving out checking account numbers is officially a Bad Thing. But, I am sure that you'll be ok. Say hi sometime.
I met you at JC Penney,
I think your nametag said "Jenny".
I coldstep to you with a fresh pack of gum,
Somehow I knew you were lookin' for some.
Like a fruit that's ripe for a pickin',
I wanna do you like that Zankou chicken.
Cause only you've got a thing that I just want to get with.
I just got to get with...
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I think your nametag said "Jenny".
I coldstep to you with a fresh pack of gum,
Somehow I knew you were lookin' for some.
Like a fruit that's ripe for a pickin',
I wanna do you like that Zankou chicken.
Cause only you've got a thing that I just want to get with.
I just got to get with...
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fortysix_and_two:
Are you in Columbus yet? We need to hang out!
mirror:
Not a problem. There is always the next time.
Wow, so tomorrow night I am going to see Jeremy *I think*. We talked briefly yesterday and decided to meet at 9 - but he was pretty baked. He'll remember - he's pumped about Outland - and I sort of am, too.
I am so apprehensive about this weekend. My friend, Christine, is right - I am such a fatalistic thinker. Last week I was...
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I am so apprehensive about this weekend. My friend, Christine, is right - I am such a fatalistic thinker. Last week I was...
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9monty:
Ohio didn't treat us too kind, but at least your gang "from the SHOE" eeked one out. Congrats.
misterclean:
1. when people ask what kind of music you like, what do you tell them? punk rock
2. favorite movie quote? the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was to convinve the world he didn't exist
3. fave pizza topping?pineapple
4. do you want to fuck me? if so, what position? not sure...maybe
5. if you answered no to #4, can we at least take a bath together? Or make out listening to bright eyes? oh yes, definately!
2. favorite movie quote? the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was to convinve the world he didn't exist
3. fave pizza topping?pineapple
4. do you want to fuck me? if so, what position? not sure...maybe
5. if you answered no to #4, can we at least take a bath together? Or make out listening to bright eyes? oh yes, definately!
This week has been absolutely off the wall...
Currently I have 4 major stress factors in my life:
1. Money
2. Music
3. Jeremy
4. My Health
I'm heading to Columbus in five minutes or so, where I will aprehensively face all of these.
1. I am piss poor...still. I am so fucking sick of it.
2. Columbus=home of my music career currently. God only...
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Currently I have 4 major stress factors in my life:
1. Money
2. Music
3. Jeremy
4. My Health
I'm heading to Columbus in five minutes or so, where I will aprehensively face all of these.
1. I am piss poor...still. I am so fucking sick of it.
2. Columbus=home of my music career currently. God only...
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tempestuous:
I'm on glucophage for insulin resistance and PCOS too. Oh how I love being a girl.
metaleric:
Thanks, and your welcome. I need to get back out there sometime.
Most emotional day in a long time...
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collagenrock:
we were going to have a party of some sort on saturday but its been rainchecked till more people move back for skoool
yeh im gonna go to the bowling things saturday,
[Edited on Sep 03, 2004 9:31AM]
yeh im gonna go to the bowling things saturday,
[Edited on Sep 03, 2004 9:31AM]
metaleric:
Sorry about your week. Hopefully next week will be better for ya.
He's going to end up in Hillsboro in less than a month. I guarantee it. 
Jeff Buckley was dead on:
Mood swing whiskey,
Your bliss, the actress,
Bliss the assassin,
Bliss, the abyss.
Did a crazy shot of whiskey,
In about zero to sixty,
All I could see was the beer.
Say, boost me up to your junkyard paradise
With a sweet-ass photo of you....
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Jeff Buckley was dead on:
Mood swing whiskey,
Your bliss, the actress,
Bliss the assassin,
Bliss, the abyss.
Did a crazy shot of whiskey,
In about zero to sixty,
All I could see was the beer.
Say, boost me up to your junkyard paradise
With a sweet-ass photo of you....
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punknitemike:
yr a sweetie...when ya come out to cbus, i'll introduce ya to ghosty, he's a cool buddy of mine that i've hung out many times with! hows that?
I had a wonderfully relaxing weekend in Columbus. Now I am back in Medina and bored already. There is NO ONE here for me. I am excited for tomorrow - going to take my brothers out since they start school on Wednesday. The rest of the week I'll be teaching more music and doing band bitch work for both of my parents at their schools....
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rubbersoul:
Yeah. I dig E.
1aura1:
thanks!