In the very near future I will try to write about the crazy tripping madness...but that takes so much thought and work -I want to do it when I actually am feelin' it...
So the horn has yet to be found. Shmrr...I don't even know what to feel about all of THAT. Also - it turns out that Uncle Brooke has his pilot's license. He... Read More
Friday - Jeremy comes to town, I fuck up my jury. I gave him his necklace and CD and the card before I left to play - and when I came home feeling like a failure - he made me feel so much better...and he showed me what he found when I was gone. He bought ***
We **** around 6 and took the... Read More
hey i totally want to hear about all the most whacked out ideas you had while you were under the psycadellic influence. i'm really sorry to hear about the stressful jury thingy. you'll nail it next time i'm sure.
i also just saw the gorgeous nuggets you posted on sg420 so i know you're at least feeling a little better by now.
update your journal with some experiences, pleeease!
So I am completely broke and ready for spring. Finals bite my ass and the snow chaps it.
Other than that - Jeremy's 22nd birthday this weekend. I made him a cool necklace...we're not very gifty people - we always take care of each other with food and fun and everything else...money = It's a crock of shit. I was worried about long term money... Read More
So I just spent the entire weekend in Hillsboro with Jeremy's family. It was nice. I liked getting away and being able to comfortably do nothing with Jeremy. I also really like his family. I know them all pretty well by now. Usually family scenes kind of bother me - but they are all smart and rational and good humored. It's not so bad -... Read More
damn. midterms. my weird ass little school doesn't do those. or tests in general. but you don't want to hear that! i hope you did well on all your stuff.
on number 4: enjoy that. after my g/f and i came back from two weeks with my family, we had some really incredible and nessesary sex. it was awsome.
on number 6: as a general rule, people who aren't crazy are either boring, assbags, or both.
I dyed 2 pieces of my hair blue yesterday. Considering my hair is almost 2 feet long and the fact that I have NEVER dyed my hair - I thought this was pretty fucking exciting. Pictures someday...
Yahoo games euchre and zuma are incredible.
And - the apartment hunt commenced today.
AND I am slightly drunk and about to go on an adventure at midnight... Read More
The bud of a flower, with a beautiful brain resting inside, nestled in the warmth. All of its ideas and feeling and sounds floating around - little balls of multicolored light bouncing off the close, cushioned walls. Each of the concepts is so refined, and they all can connect together like puzzle pieces in a long line.
so if you like yourself right now, and where you are mentally, then you can only be grateful of everything that's happened to you thus far. pain sucks but it's transient. what you've gained from your experiences is permenent.
anyway, that's how i think about it.
as for society: it's fucked. that's why me and most of my friends are rather at the extremeties (the left to be precise). Time keeps moving, though, and all we can do is whatever we can to change the future.
So I had an interesting rant today while sitting with my friends. I tried to explain to them how music has rules in certain realms, and how realistically, like anything visual, ideas are projected best through certain tried and true sights and sounds. Bach was able to compose flawless music, without having to worry about following "the rules," which were almost immediately adapted to and... Read More
Hey there cutie! Thanks for the support. Yeah, don't go rushing into marriage any time soon. Wait forever until you can wait no longer, and, if you must, go for it.
Is my beautiful long weekend really over already? *sadness*
I just got back from taking Jeremy home (yes - at 5 am). I opted to doze on the couch with him through Adult Swim instead of coming home for real sleep. And now that I am back here, I have coffee and Stacker 3 and music history on the agenda until about 10 am. But... Read More