So, recently I have had so many epiphanies about life and people and the world. It's been incredibly heavy, depressing and at times scary.
Thanks to Jeremy and my closest friends, and my physics professor - I feel okay. Actually - I feel better than ok. On top of that - I am beginning to think I understand some purpose I may serve in my lifetime - and it's incredible.
Anyway - I have been getting up at 7:30 am every morning this week to get Jeremy to work. He has a job now.
He has a cell phone now.
I don't know. In general - I have been referring to the deepest thoughts I have been having as my "Daily Dose". They are real problems that make me feel THAT crazy.
For now - I think I am out. I am going to make some breakfast - because I eat that now that I have been waking up early. Then I am going to grab some coffee at Buckeye Donuts. I have to work tonight at either 5 or 6. I need to stop at the bank to get some money, (slash I need to call Fifth Third and BITCH THEM THE FUCK OUT for STILL not sending me a new ATM card. I have called twice to replace it - and it has been almost 6 weeks now. NO ONE takes checks. It's a pain.) I need to work on a history paper that is overdue. I need to call my mom and get her sauce recipe because my friends and I are having a "Spaghetti Cook Off" this weekend - winner gets a bottle of good wine. Everyone else - all the food and Carlo Rossi. EVERYBODY WINS when Italian food is involved.
Also - I have to go to the store, call Donatos and pick Jeremy up around 4. Some time before tomorrow I need to clean the living fuck out of my apartment - but I am thinking that may be my project while I concoct the sauce. Last, but not least, I need to get ahold of Funkabella because I am fairly sure she is coming into town this weekend from Michigan for a Phish tribute show - and staying at my place.
CRAZINESS.
But guess what guys - I haven't smoked weed regularly in probably close to a month now. I don't really want to, either. I hit a bowl every now and then - but don't even aim to get very high and only do it at night when I am done with my shit. I drink on the weekends except for the occasional weekend night that involves a beer or a little wine, and I have smoked 1 cigarette in the past 50-some hours. The best part - I haven't even had to try that hard. I JUST FEEL BETTER WHEN I DON'T DO ALL THAT SHIT. I don't "need it".
I'm not gonna lie - I am thrilled.
PS - The ENERGY CRISIS. Look up methane hydrate and turn off your computers when you aren't using them and stop driving and start walking (unless you have a broken foot like me - and I am still walking a lot!) I am serious. This shit is huge. We can't live like this for much longer - so we might as well start conserving and getting used to it.
Ok - that's all for now. (slash - you only got the TIP of my iceburg - but that's probably all anyone should have to handle from a "blog" anyway.)
Thanks to Jeremy and my closest friends, and my physics professor - I feel okay. Actually - I feel better than ok. On top of that - I am beginning to think I understand some purpose I may serve in my lifetime - and it's incredible.
Anyway - I have been getting up at 7:30 am every morning this week to get Jeremy to work. He has a job now.
He has a cell phone now.
I don't know. In general - I have been referring to the deepest thoughts I have been having as my "Daily Dose". They are real problems that make me feel THAT crazy.
For now - I think I am out. I am going to make some breakfast - because I eat that now that I have been waking up early. Then I am going to grab some coffee at Buckeye Donuts. I have to work tonight at either 5 or 6. I need to stop at the bank to get some money, (slash I need to call Fifth Third and BITCH THEM THE FUCK OUT for STILL not sending me a new ATM card. I have called twice to replace it - and it has been almost 6 weeks now. NO ONE takes checks. It's a pain.) I need to work on a history paper that is overdue. I need to call my mom and get her sauce recipe because my friends and I are having a "Spaghetti Cook Off" this weekend - winner gets a bottle of good wine. Everyone else - all the food and Carlo Rossi. EVERYBODY WINS when Italian food is involved.
Also - I have to go to the store, call Donatos and pick Jeremy up around 4. Some time before tomorrow I need to clean the living fuck out of my apartment - but I am thinking that may be my project while I concoct the sauce. Last, but not least, I need to get ahold of Funkabella because I am fairly sure she is coming into town this weekend from Michigan for a Phish tribute show - and staying at my place.
CRAZINESS.
But guess what guys - I haven't smoked weed regularly in probably close to a month now. I don't really want to, either. I hit a bowl every now and then - but don't even aim to get very high and only do it at night when I am done with my shit. I drink on the weekends except for the occasional weekend night that involves a beer or a little wine, and I have smoked 1 cigarette in the past 50-some hours. The best part - I haven't even had to try that hard. I JUST FEEL BETTER WHEN I DON'T DO ALL THAT SHIT. I don't "need it".
I'm not gonna lie - I am thrilled.
PS - The ENERGY CRISIS. Look up methane hydrate and turn off your computers when you aren't using them and stop driving and start walking (unless you have a broken foot like me - and I am still walking a lot!) I am serious. This shit is huge. We can't live like this for much longer - so we might as well start conserving and getting used to it.
Ok - that's all for now. (slash - you only got the TIP of my iceburg - but that's probably all anyone should have to handle from a "blog" anyway.)
ang
p.s. call me