So I am completely broke and ready for spring. Finals bite my ass and the snow chaps it.
Other than that - Jeremy's 22nd birthday this weekend. I made him a cool necklace...we're not very gifty people - we always take care of each other with food and fun and everything else...money =
It's a crock of shit. I was worried about long term money and feeling like a failure earlier - like, I was swept with a self-loathing wave. I called Jeremy and he reminded me that he sees it my way and I shouldn't get down over something ridiculous like money when I am in college and living on school loans and some scholarship.
I don't know - I felt like a crazy today until I talked to him - and I felt a little better. I think not having money for cigarettes and food and weed is getting to me. I haven't bought any of the three in about a week.
My horn jury is Friday.......SCARY. My theory composition is due Friday, and I am turning in the other one I am late on doing *cough* - haven't started either yet. Thursday is the dictation portion of my aural training test. And NEXT WEEK is the real finals week. A theory test, a history test, a singing test for aural...I guess that isn't so bad. Thank god. I had my orchestra concert last night - it was pretty badass.
For now I am off.
someone smoke weed with me... 
*Edit to add* - doing a guess the straight person panel at a fraternaty house tonight. I wonder how many people will think I am a raging lesbian bulldyke.
Other than that - Jeremy's 22nd birthday this weekend. I made him a cool necklace...we're not very gifty people - we always take care of each other with food and fun and everything else...money =
It's a crock of shit. I was worried about long term money and feeling like a failure earlier - like, I was swept with a self-loathing wave. I called Jeremy and he reminded me that he sees it my way and I shouldn't get down over something ridiculous like money when I am in college and living on school loans and some scholarship.
I don't know - I felt like a crazy today until I talked to him - and I felt a little better. I think not having money for cigarettes and food and weed is getting to me. I haven't bought any of the three in about a week.
My horn jury is Friday.......SCARY. My theory composition is due Friday, and I am turning in the other one I am late on doing *cough* - haven't started either yet. Thursday is the dictation portion of my aural training test. And NEXT WEEK is the real finals week. A theory test, a history test, a singing test for aural...I guess that isn't so bad. Thank god. I had my orchestra concert last night - it was pretty badass.
For now I am off.
someone smoke weed with me...
*Edit to add* - doing a guess the straight person panel at a fraternaty house tonight. I wonder how many people will think I am a raging lesbian bulldyke.
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and i answered all those questions in my journal.