Yesterday morning, I completely slept through my alarms and my theory class. At 11:45 I woke up to the sound of the room phone ringing. I looked at the clock and freaked out because I was supposed to be in a lesson with my horn TA, Claire, at 11:30. 
I called Claire on my cell to see if she had just called the room looking for me. She sounded pretty pissed at me being in bed and sad she didn't try calling me. She was like, "How can you just sleep that late?!" I tried explaining that my body sometimes has NO concept of time, but I don't think many people could ever understand that. Some nights I just drown in my sleep, I don't know where I am, I don't hear anything - it's really nuts/annoying. I felt like such a dumb shit for missing a lesson right after Waddell laid into me and said I didn't care.
Anyway, I got up and checked my voice mail on the room phone to see who had called. It was the hall director telling me that she had a room for me. A single room on the third floor. I didn't even get through the message before I broke down and just started sobbing. I so rarely cry - but it was just an emotional overload. Everything feels like it has been so out of my control lately, and hearing her give me knews just made it all come to a head.
I moving out of this shit-hole tomorrow. No more 1176 Baker West. I am onto bigger and better things - like 3130 Baker West. No more Tarah and Ali, no more petty arguements, no more late night interuptions, no more unecessary stress because of ROOMMATES. NO MORE ROOMMATES!!!
I picked up the key after my rehearsal yesterday and plan on moving some stuff in today and cleaning the place out a bit before the major move tomorrow. I actually have room for a couch and my TV, and I have a closet. Oh man - I get excited just writing this shit!
I NEEDED THIS. That's the only thing I can really say. I know it won't solve all my problems - but it makes so many of them better and easier to deal with.
Ok - I am going to take a shower - I am so dirty...I woke up at 10:12 this morning. I have a 10:30 rehearsal on Fridays. I threw sweats over the shorts I was sleeping in and put on a teeshirt and a hoodie on over my tanktop, then HAULED ass across the South Oval to Weigel. I made it on time - I RULE.
YAY!
I called Claire on my cell to see if she had just called the room looking for me. She sounded pretty pissed at me being in bed and sad she didn't try calling me. She was like, "How can you just sleep that late?!" I tried explaining that my body sometimes has NO concept of time, but I don't think many people could ever understand that. Some nights I just drown in my sleep, I don't know where I am, I don't hear anything - it's really nuts/annoying. I felt like such a dumb shit for missing a lesson right after Waddell laid into me and said I didn't care.
Anyway, I got up and checked my voice mail on the room phone to see who had called. It was the hall director telling me that she had a room for me. A single room on the third floor. I didn't even get through the message before I broke down and just started sobbing. I so rarely cry - but it was just an emotional overload. Everything feels like it has been so out of my control lately, and hearing her give me knews just made it all come to a head.
I moving out of this shit-hole tomorrow. No more 1176 Baker West. I am onto bigger and better things - like 3130 Baker West. No more Tarah and Ali, no more petty arguements, no more late night interuptions, no more unecessary stress because of ROOMMATES. NO MORE ROOMMATES!!!
I picked up the key after my rehearsal yesterday and plan on moving some stuff in today and cleaning the place out a bit before the major move tomorrow. I actually have room for a couch and my TV, and I have a closet. Oh man - I get excited just writing this shit!
I NEEDED THIS. That's the only thing I can really say. I know it won't solve all my problems - but it makes so many of them better and easier to deal with.
Ok - I am going to take a shower - I am so dirty...I woke up at 10:12 this morning. I have a 10:30 rehearsal on Fridays. I threw sweats over the shorts I was sleeping in and put on a teeshirt and a hoodie on over my tanktop, then HAULED ass across the South Oval to Weigel. I made it on time - I RULE.
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charlie_stars:
arrrr women are the devil i'll stick to my vessels and parrots
women are the devil i'll stick to my vessels and parrots 
tangledupinblue:
Hey there, just wandered by and wanted to give my regards. Hope the new digs treat you kindly.