recidivi5t's SuicideGirls Blog

trying to think of some kind of information to update my journal with. can't really think of anything. had cafe con leche and wrote in my real journal today. didn't do much else. can't seem to muster up any effort. but i can't complain either. i mean, how can i complain; it's my universe, right? and i can turn it off at any time i...
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er:

hi.

Jan 19, 2004

hiya everybody. was offline for a week. forgot to pay the bill. whats new?

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whoozywhatzy:

unfortunately I have to work at an internet cafe. suz doesnt have access at home. Pontios sister is taking us out in athens!

Jan 18, 2004

whoozywhatzy:

will do.

Jan 19, 2004

i was walking back from the hospital. there was this tiny kid with his mom and dad, wearing a big red winter hat, and red mittens and a red scarf. he held his mother's hand and in the other, he held a pinwheel, spinning in the breeze, the metallic fins catching the morning sun. he was pointing at a plastic santa attached to the ladder...
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freyja__:

aww.
*sniffle*

happy new year.
i hope this one is even better than the last.

Jan 1, 2004

saintbrat:

So far, the best year of my life SO FAR lol, don't forget those last two important words, I know they are implicit, but they are great to say, it leaves room for growth!

Played Santa in Times Square this year, and yea, i worked for tips, but I never charged or even asked for tips from the parents of the 4 year old kids. THey were just old enough not to be scared and just young enough to still believe. Kids can rock. I keep hoping to find that quality in myself again!

Also an Army Brat, last base Heidelberg West Germany, back when there was still a West Germany!

Jan 4, 2004

you're everybody's second home
always trying to get me alone
an easy way to lose it all
always there when all else fails
over by the west side rails

but i don't really need that now
i never really did anyhow
i only really needed alcohol
something that'll treat me okay
and wouldn't say the things you'd say

please turn out the light
i get...
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er:

wow

Dec 30, 2003

er:

yeah sure. fictional ones.
bwaha

Dec 31, 2003

well. i don't use this space for passive-aggressive behavior, and i never will.

i got my recovered hard drive back -

got my sound files & my music, plus some old photos of ladykier for posterity's sake, plus some old words that i wrote years ago.

i'm going to tiptoe thru the new year, so i don't awaken the beast within, i think. he's always bigger than i remember, too. things have been fucked up.

to change the...
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squiggly:

Your grandfather sounds amazing! I love when older people have spunk. I have found that most of them live in Florida. My firend's grandfather is in his ninties and rides his bike all around his retirement community, he swims, and makes lots of jokes. I reallly love it! Have a great New Years!

Dec 30, 2003

freyja__:

arnica gel is good for sore muscles and bruises. amazing stuff, really.

Dec 30, 2003

hey...somehow i tripped over the coffee table on my way to the bathroom last night and banged my head on a desk in my living room. i knocked myself out!

i guess i came to on the floor a few minutes later, bleeding from my nose.

i gotta brand new fat lip for the holiday season. i don't think i broke my nose but it's...
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whoozywhatzy:

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Dec 30, 2003

whoozywhatzy:

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Dec 30, 2003

wheee! brand new socks!

er:

i'm jealous. i need new socks like you wouldn't believe. i recently went shoe shopping with a friend who was embarrassed by the current state of my socks.

Dec 25, 2003

er:

i'm so glad

Dec 27, 2003

hi

tie your tourniquet and pray
for a sympathetic token embrace.
you try to sew it up that way
it's a bandage and a blade

rosemary will you come
where we've gone
when the afternoon circles the sun
and we're done
you've diluted the solution.

behold the rosary of runaway days
hung from the railing
of your downward
spiral staircase

rosemary can you see
how...
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er:

i am 32. she is 26.
i was farting before she could...well, fart.
and i'm the fucking fart champion.
(better than being the farting fuck champion? maybe?)
burping, too. ask her, she is humbled by my gas.

Dec 22, 2003

er:

no. YOU have been bitten my ladykier. my farts are inspired by my mother. ladykier can hold her own, but she can't compare with me. bring it.

Dec 22, 2003