thats my cat petunia.
i found her up for adoption on 79th& Broadway in Aug 2001 by one of those feline adoption agencies. she was so sick, but she looked so adorable.
i love her. i have two birds and she totally ignores them, even if you put them on her back. she's real laid back, and isn't into playing much. she just likes to...
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i found her up for adoption on 79th& Broadway in Aug 2001 by one of those feline adoption agencies. she was so sick, but she looked so adorable.
i love her. i have two birds and she totally ignores them, even if you put them on her back. she's real laid back, and isn't into playing much. she just likes to...
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whew. just finished laying ceramic tile in my kitchen. it's really light blue-green and white checkerboard. i have yellow walls - official name "american cheese" - so my kitchen is now really 50s diner style i guess. it looks great, but i guess i could have been doing about 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 other things than making my environment pretty. i mean, i'm proud of my handiwork, but...
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_michael:
you know, all i ever wanted was to be the reluctant superstar, but i guess thats a contradictory statement.
_michael:
i wanta trade my ps2 for an x box
i wanta move to nyc and start a band with you and eat perogies with junior at kiev.
gotta moog?
i wanta move to nyc and start a band with you and eat perogies with junior at kiev.
gotta moog?
I have wept to silly things. Commercials on tv, stupid pop songs...sometimes there exists a glimmering iota of something real encapsulated in these fluffy things that takes aim, and cuts through it all to the soft fleshy of my tender heart . For instance, I get misty eyed whenever I hear Dolly Parton sing, "And i will always love you". Forgive me. Maybe it has...
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catrafelina:
we gotta get together man. you haven't seen my bangs!

we gotta get together man. you haven't seen my bangs!
_michael:
long drives..."madman across the water" i weep...
I had a really flat new years, I'm embarrassed to say.
Nothing tragic. I practiced my set early in the day, then tried to figure out what I was going to do. Some bartender friends of mine were working that night and were doing stuff earlier so I was going to hookup with them first in the East Village.
An old friend was having a...
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Nothing tragic. I practiced my set early in the day, then tried to figure out what I was going to do. Some bartender friends of mine were working that night and were doing stuff earlier so I was going to hookup with them first in the East Village.
An old friend was having a...
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butterfly2:
*muffled breathing back*
LUKE... I AM YOUR DAUGHTER!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH
*runs away screaming*
LUKE... I AM YOUR DAUGHTER!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH
*runs away screaming*
butterfly2:
ps. I don't have your number dammit or i would have called 

is it "fuck an 'a' "
or "fucking 'a' "
or "fuck 'na' " , like narcotics anonymous?
what's the story with that one? like jesus and his secret "h" middle name.
i like the expressions that express (duh) amazement or wonder, but really don't mean anything, like:
"well, i'll be dipped in buttermilk"
or "well, fuck me dry and call me dusty"
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or "fucking 'a' "
or "fuck 'na' " , like narcotics anonymous?
what's the story with that one? like jesus and his secret "h" middle name.
i like the expressions that express (duh) amazement or wonder, but really don't mean anything, like:
"well, i'll be dipped in buttermilk"
or "well, fuck me dry and call me dusty"
anyone know...
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click_here:
when someone says a really really bad joke and no one even smirks or laughs.......say "tumbleweed"
recidivi5t:
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[Edited on Jan 02, 2003]
[Edited on Jan 02, 2003]
i'm reading steppenwolf out loud to my cat petunia in a sunbeam this morning. a friend gave it to me for xmush. it's strange to read a book like that; one that has such a modern articulation of spirituality and society, but is 80 yrs old. or maybe it isn't. i suppose the sieves that we sift our daily suffering into exist independently of the...
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catrafelina:
speaking of drugs, writing college applications on midol and vicodin es mas dificil.
recidivi5t:
after reading hallux's new journal entry, i just realized that i've got diahrrea of the brain. i need to lay off of the retardo musings, and just get down to the nitty gritty: poo poo and dead people

god...FUCK GEORGE BUSH!!!!!!
i don't want to be overly political, but somebody has to when you've got an ivy-league chimp running the whole fucking "america is the bomb" show! jeez, with that fucker in office, america literally IS THE BOMB!
sorry. just turned on the fucking tv for the first time in a million years. whatta dick.
i don't want to be overly political, but somebody has to when you've got an ivy-league chimp running the whole fucking "america is the bomb" show! jeez, with that fucker in office, america literally IS THE BOMB!
sorry. just turned on the fucking tv for the first time in a million years. whatta dick.

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_michael:
do i know you? do you know them?
im not sure what were doing...we may do something in the new year, are you in NY now?
im not sure what were doing...we may do something in the new year, are you in NY now?
butterfly2:
amen. That manwhore makes me so angry I could hit myself.
Turn off the tv and go to bbc.co.uk if you want real news.
Good luck!
Turn off the tv and go to bbc.co.uk if you want real news.
Good luck!
after seeing my friend's post about her dreams, i think i'm gonna start keeping a journal of my dreams - not here- 'coz a lot of them aren't as vivid as the "boys-with-foreskin-on-their-faces" that Catrafelina had. I promise that if I dream of anything that fantastic, this journal will document it first.
I'm painting my kitchen and the fumes are making me lightheaded right now....
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I'm painting my kitchen and the fumes are making me lightheaded right now....
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catrafelina:
i think this medication im on has turned my brain to mush if such a thing is possible. i have the most twisted horrific nightmares/dreams recently (penis-faces excluded, that was neat).
i think we should crash the new years party, it would be a trip.
ps your crush cracks me up
i think we should crash the new years party, it would be a trip.
ps your crush cracks me up
nouvelle:
awww... i think your apprehention is sweet.
peace&blessings
juni
peace&blessings
juni
christmas came and the goose got fat
my friend suzanna got me the most unbelievable present this year - an autographed photo of Chris Burke, plus his newest CD. None of you know Chris Burke? He was the retarded kid from that old TV show "Life Goes On"
! Apparently he's singing now. These two money-grubbing fucks are with him in the picture. The write...
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my friend suzanna got me the most unbelievable present this year - an autographed photo of Chris Burke, plus his newest CD. None of you know Chris Burke? He was the retarded kid from that old TV show "Life Goes On"

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catrafelina:
haha thanks a bunch man, she's one of those part-midget girls you could squash by sitting on her (i shouldnt say that - -she is my oldest friend).
home depot is the shit. when i got my drivers license i would steal my dads car and drive to the one near their house in brooklyn late at night when i got real depressed and take loads of paint chips. thats sad.
oh yeh, gangs of new york licked my left and right nut
home depot is the shit. when i got my drivers license i would steal my dads car and drive to the one near their house in brooklyn late at night when i got real depressed and take loads of paint chips. thats sad.
oh yeh, gangs of new york licked my left and right nut







Man it's been like a whole month since I last wrote in my journal here. Since then: I dyed my hair blue black again, and then almost immediately afterward, wound up in the mental ward at NY Presbyterian for 4 days. What the fuck!!!
I was so stressed at work for so long I had no idea how crazy and wound up I had become...like...
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throatneedle:
Shit
Hang in there mate
Hang in there mate
catrafelina:
wow. im really glad you're feeling better and doing something that makes you happy. 

outside the supermarket?
new york cat gang?
unfortunately, she died in november.