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shit
my wednesday show has to be canceled - my drummer Jason's ears are getting worse and he's seeng a doctor today. he's got really bad tinitus, which blows. i went straight into being deaf, which is a hell of a lot better, if you ask me.
er:
i'm sorry about your show, but i must say i'm relieved that you won't be performing sick again, that can't be helping your body (or anything else). maybe girl is allergic to wednesdays? are you going to the show this week? i might want to try out the $25 seats, trying to decide when to go.
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motherfuckin got sick again

my immune system is a 1964 ford falcon. the shit keeps breaking down, leaking all over the place, making everyone else cough if yr going my way.

i'm a complete flake, like Total. Total the cereal, not total meaning complete. I already said complete.

i had to postpone vocal recording sessions cos i'm sicko, but i'm still gonna play my show...
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er:
1. rather eat shit than tofu, and i don't even like cherry flavoring
2. am i one of the 3?
3. stoned! hmm..
4. gasoline?
5. don't share your smoking apparatus, sicko
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i'm waiting for the train
the subway that only goes one way
the stupid thing that will come to pull us apart
and make everybody late
you spent everything you had
wanted everything to stop that bad
and now i'm a crushed credit card registered to smith
not the name that you call me with
you turned white like a saint
i'm tired of dancing...
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rxqueen:
its just.
so.
sad.
frown
rxqueen:
i know im in dire need of a hug right now.
*sigh*
have you heard what happened exactly?
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She's something that i won't have to quit
'coz she won't make me sick.
Quick wisdom from a cool recidivist
who always hides his wrists, and always getting lost;
the stations get crossed, and in the summer of 1961, a new plan got hatched
and i thought it was the one
but it was nothing you haven't seen before.
Don't think it's nothing.

430 in...
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er:
hey
got a truly insulting offer today from the opera company i "donated my services to" (yeah i know, stupid me) last year on the promise of steady work and good money this year (figures were given).
fucking music world is full of con artists, and i don't mean conservatory, and i don't mean artistic.

puke
er:
you have parents?
i ain't callin you
although, looky here, i still have your number.
tonight is stupid and sad in a whole new way...fucked up to realize it's true that you were right in thinking someone doesn't care about you (my brother is so repressed in so many ways it's mind boggling...and he's 47, so not much chance of him becoming any different)

sigh...i wonder what tomorrow's drama will entail
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wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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er:
go look in my journal for your prize, you manic little monkey
whoozywhatzy:
add me as a friend, fool.
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hey this is short notice but i'm playing at 7(?) tonight at Arlene Grocery and if you want to see a band during happy hour then come on over...95 stanton street...My band's name is Girl; probably won't be super crowded by any means, but you still have yr whole night free afterwards and the music's great.

boo boo la la
rxqueen:
if i didn't have a birthday bash to attend i'd be there.
let me know a week in advance next time you guys play
i'll try my best to make it out!
freyja__:
girl?
how many members are in your band and of what genders?
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Sell my best memory; Im a fool
Keep the rest, what would you have me do?
What would you rather do?

When youre cast in rhyme and passing through the lines
Ill remember you

Tie and twist everything, its still through
As for us, what would you have me do?
What would you rather do?

If youre lost in time or someone new thats fine...
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er:
ooooops i missed it
oh well
i'll warn you about mine when it's on its way so you won't miss it.

speaking of cat shit, this morning was the second time in about 10 days where my dumbass monkey crapped on the living room carpet. same place as last time. maybe she was trying to remind me of your birthday?

anyway.
dass ist alles
freyja__:
i didn't write that, but if you like it, i suggest you check out the book it came from.. [urlhttp://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0914711067/qid=1065025838/sr=1-8/ref=sr_1_8/002-0415735-1511202?v=glance&s=books]the still, small voice.

BUT.. don't bother if you're not into spiritual sorts of books about the god in all of us and whatnot. you'll just end up thinking i'm a looney. wink