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Tuesday Dec 07, 2004

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just got home; was hanging with my bassist aron discussing plans. oof we have so much shit to do and it means i really have to get off of my wonderfully comfy but nonexistant skinny ass.

plus there's a new thing happening in my world. we met at my last show and even tho i wasn't looking for it, it happened. were both very very very attaracted to each other, but what happens when she finds that i'm only attractive because i'm unavailable (on self-imposed exile)? how do i tell someone that i'm no good in relationships, even though, in my heart of hearts, i desire to be good. how do i practice getting better in relationships without being in one?

i like being unavailable...it makes for more freedom in your life. this person is putting me on the fence though. meanwhile, everyone has been tracking me down and calling me a bastard because i slip out of touch so easily. i just got off of friendster explaining to an old friend that my spiteful ignorance of their messages was not toward them in particular...just everybody in general.

i want everybody to be happy, though. especially you! smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
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throatneedle:
just give it to her and get it over with man. then you'll figure it out haha
Dec 7, 2004
freyja__:
practice better relationships through honesty and understanding for your fellow man. or something.


happy, yes.
smile
Dec 8, 2004

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