just got home; was hanging with my bassist aron discussing plans. oof we have so much shit to do and it means i really have to get off of my wonderfully comfy but nonexistant skinny ass.
plus there's a new thing happening in my world. we met at my last show and even tho i wasn't looking for it, it happened. were both very very very attaracted to each other, but what happens when she finds that i'm only attractive because i'm unavailable (on self-imposed exile)? how do i tell someone that i'm no good in relationships, even though, in my heart of hearts, i desire to be good. how do i practice getting better in relationships without being in one?
i like being unavailable...it makes for more freedom in your life. this person is putting me on the fence though. meanwhile, everyone has been tracking me down and calling me a bastard because i slip out of touch so easily. i just got off of friendster explaining to an old friend that my spiteful ignorance of their messages was not toward them in particular...just everybody in general.
i want everybody to be happy, though. especially you!
plus there's a new thing happening in my world. we met at my last show and even tho i wasn't looking for it, it happened. were both very very very attaracted to each other, but what happens when she finds that i'm only attractive because i'm unavailable (on self-imposed exile)? how do i tell someone that i'm no good in relationships, even though, in my heart of hearts, i desire to be good. how do i practice getting better in relationships without being in one?
i like being unavailable...it makes for more freedom in your life. this person is putting me on the fence though. meanwhile, everyone has been tracking me down and calling me a bastard because i slip out of touch so easily. i just got off of friendster explaining to an old friend that my spiteful ignorance of their messages was not toward them in particular...just everybody in general.
i want everybody to be happy, though. especially you!
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happy, yes.