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after rehearsal was walking home and just letting my mind wander, thinking of things that have happened since i moved to ny...and what was the catalyst that brought me here in the first place....which was this indie rockabilly movie where i played this 50's guitar hero....the role was fun and everything, but after doing the film, i realized that i really wasn't as passionate about acting as i was about music, not to mention the talent that it takes to be a great actor that i simply didn't see in myself so i called my manager and quit acting entirely...a few months later i wound up here in ny.

so i was thinking about the film and all the friends i had made on the film and how i lose people who aren't directly in front of me and as i was thinking this i heard a voice say "excuse me, but is your name..." and as i turned around it was the guy who played my brother in the film! i screamed out loud and we had a laugh....later we caught up and hung out for a few hours.....it turns out he's pursuing theater out here, and only arrived here yesterday....what r the chances that we'd bump into each other so soon? we hadn't spoke in like 4 years.

it was so bizarre - it truly felt like i thought of him and conjured him up on the spot like magic.....

so i'm trying it again right now, but to my dismay, no one has appeared (yet).