i'm reading steppenwolf out loud to my cat petunia in a sunbeam this morning. a friend gave it to me for xmush. it's strange to read a book like that; one that has such a modern articulation of spirituality and society, but is 80 yrs old. or maybe it isn't. i suppose the sieves that we sift our daily suffering into exist independently of the...
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catrafelina:
speaking of drugs, writing college applications on midol and vicodin es mas dificil.
recidivi5t:
after reading hallux's new journal entry, i just realized that i've got diahrrea of the brain. i need to lay off of the retardo musings, and just get down to the nitty gritty: poo poo and dead people
god...FUCK GEORGE BUSH!!!!!!
i don't want to be overly political, but somebody has to when you've got an ivy-league chimp running the whole fucking "america is the bomb" show! jeez, with that fucker in office, america literally IS THE BOMB!
sorry. just turned on the fucking tv for the first time in a million years. whatta dick.
i don't want to be overly political, but somebody has to when you've got an ivy-league chimp running the whole fucking "america is the bomb" show! jeez, with that fucker in office, america literally IS THE BOMB!
sorry. just turned on the fucking tv for the first time in a million years. whatta dick.
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_michael:
do i know you? do you know them?
im not sure what were doing...we may do something in the new year, are you in NY now?
im not sure what were doing...we may do something in the new year, are you in NY now?
butterfly2:
amen. That manwhore makes me so angry I could hit myself.
Turn off the tv and go to bbc.co.uk if you want real news.
Good luck!
Turn off the tv and go to bbc.co.uk if you want real news.
Good luck!
after seeing my friend's post about her dreams, i think i'm gonna start keeping a journal of my dreams - not here- 'coz a lot of them aren't as vivid as the "boys-with-foreskin-on-their-faces" that Catrafelina had. I promise that if I dream of anything that fantastic, this journal will document it first.
I'm painting my kitchen and the fumes are making me lightheaded right now....
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I'm painting my kitchen and the fumes are making me lightheaded right now....
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catrafelina:
i think this medication im on has turned my brain to mush if such a thing is possible. i have the most twisted horrific nightmares/dreams recently (penis-faces excluded, that was neat).
i think we should crash the new years party, it would be a trip.
ps your crush cracks me up
i think we should crash the new years party, it would be a trip.
ps your crush cracks me up
nouvelle:
awww... i think your apprehention is sweet.
peace&blessings
juni
peace&blessings
juni
christmas came and the goose got fat
my friend suzanna got me the most unbelievable present this year - an autographed photo of Chris Burke, plus his newest CD. None of you know Chris Burke? He was the retarded kid from that old TV show "Life Goes On"
! Apparently he's singing now. These two money-grubbing fucks are with him in the picture. The write...
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my friend suzanna got me the most unbelievable present this year - an autographed photo of Chris Burke, plus his newest CD. None of you know Chris Burke? He was the retarded kid from that old TV show "Life Goes On"
! Apparently he's singing now. These two money-grubbing fucks are with him in the picture. The write... Read More
catrafelina:
haha thanks a bunch man, she's one of those part-midget girls you could squash by sitting on her (i shouldnt say that - -she is my oldest friend).
home depot is the shit. when i got my drivers license i would steal my dads car and drive to the one near their house in brooklyn late at night when i got real depressed and take loads of paint chips. thats sad.
oh yeh, gangs of new york licked my left and right nut
home depot is the shit. when i got my drivers license i would steal my dads car and drive to the one near their house in brooklyn late at night when i got real depressed and take loads of paint chips. thats sad.
oh yeh, gangs of new york licked my left and right nut
Man it's been like a whole month since I last wrote in my journal here. Since then: I dyed my hair blue black again, and then almost immediately afterward, wound up in the mental ward at NY Presbyterian for 4 days. What the fuck!!!
I was so stressed at work for so long I had no idea how crazy and wound up I had become...like...
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throatneedle:
Shit
Hang in there mate
Hang in there mate
catrafelina:
wow. im really glad you're feeling better and doing something that makes you happy.
i saw some silly bullshit around the corner from where i work. letterman had rage/soungarden blah on top of his sign on 53rd & broadway....a big fat whatever. forgive me for being redundant or stupid (because i just realized while typing this that fucking everyone who watches tv will have seen it already....) but i don't watch tv or listen to radio so i am...
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maldoror:
yeah, i'm not too impressed with them either. soundgarden's songs i either loved or hated, but i loved rage (i know i'm gonna get lots of shit for that...oh well). but 'AUDIOSLAVE'... wtf?!?! what brain-dead idiot came up with that name? did they look through the 'nu-metal encyclopedia of shitty band names'? at least they didn't give it some cute misspelling, like 'limp bizkit' or 'staind' or whatever 
btw, thanks for your email!
btw, thanks for your email!
catrafelina:
i saw that whole business on tv...it was silly. i met tom morello once on a trip in cuba and he was awesome so i tried to really like rage; didnt work as well as i wanted it to. i forgot to tell you it was julies birthday wednesday12/3! maybe she already told you....
fuck, can i make it through the "holiday" season? fuck the mega-corporations and their firehose of consumer crack. jesus, if i see one more "coffee table" book of carnage from 9/11 with "a portion of the proceeds go to..." i am going to go insane. fuck publishing houses like harper collins and their blood money - coins lifted off of the eyes of everyone who...
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maldoror:
Secret Machines has an album out? awesome! i saw them open up for Trail of Dead in Chicago, and they were unbelievable. i'll have to go find the album...enjoy the show!
hello, useless.
i've come to listen to you confess-
you stole the fruit and tasted ashes inside;
now you're caught, and you're tied
and undressed.
call me judas,
but who's the killer with her kisses?
detached, and lucent like the wings of a fly
in the hands of a child
with no conscience?
you love me blind.
spit and wine,
lick my face across the...
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i've come to listen to you confess-
you stole the fruit and tasted ashes inside;
now you're caught, and you're tied
and undressed.
call me judas,
but who's the killer with her kisses?
detached, and lucent like the wings of a fly
in the hands of a child
with no conscience?
you love me blind.
spit and wine,
lick my face across the...
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it was freezing today. i woke up and went to fairway market at 125th street in harlem, they have 15 different kinds of olives to choose from in these big vats of olive oil. my favorites are the luques olives, and i always get a big container of them. then i wandered around the place; it's so huge. there's a meat locker there that's 15...
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i went to d.c. for my cousin's wedding this weekend. my parents live there, and my dad picked me up at the train station. driving home, he pointed out this neighbor of his who was doing all of these ostentatious additions to his home: swimming pool, a new wing, a fuckin' swiss-family robinson treehouse, or "deck" which was hanging off the back of the house...
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