i'm waiting for the train
the subway that only goes one way
the stupid thing that will come to pull us apart
and make everybody late
you spent everything you had
wanted everything to stop that bad
and now i'm a crushed credit card registered to smith
not the name that you call me with
you turned white like a saint
i'm tired of dancing...
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the subway that only goes one way
the stupid thing that will come to pull us apart
and make everybody late
you spent everything you had
wanted everything to stop that bad
and now i'm a crushed credit card registered to smith
not the name that you call me with
you turned white like a saint
i'm tired of dancing...
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She's something that i won't have to quit
'coz she won't make me sick.
Quick wisdom from a cool recidivist
who always hides his wrists, and always getting lost;
the stations get crossed, and in the summer of 1961, a new plan got hatched
and i thought it was the one
but it was nothing you haven't seen before.
Don't think it's nothing.
430 in...
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'coz she won't make me sick.
Quick wisdom from a cool recidivist
who always hides his wrists, and always getting lost;
the stations get crossed, and in the summer of 1961, a new plan got hatched
and i thought it was the one
but it was nothing you haven't seen before.
Don't think it's nothing.
430 in...
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er:
hey
got a truly insulting offer today from the opera company i "donated my services to" (yeah i know, stupid me) last year on the promise of steady work and good money this year (figures were given).
fucking music world is full of con artists, and i don't mean conservatory, and i don't mean artistic.
got a truly insulting offer today from the opera company i "donated my services to" (yeah i know, stupid me) last year on the promise of steady work and good money this year (figures were given).
fucking music world is full of con artists, and i don't mean conservatory, and i don't mean artistic.
er:
you have parents?
i ain't callin you
although, looky here, i still have your number.
tonight is stupid and sad in a whole new way...fucked up to realize it's true that you were right in thinking someone doesn't care about you (my brother is so repressed in so many ways it's mind boggling...and he's 47, so not much chance of him becoming any different)
sigh...i wonder what tomorrow's drama will entail
i ain't callin you
although, looky here, i still have your number.
tonight is stupid and sad in a whole new way...fucked up to realize it's true that you were right in thinking someone doesn't care about you (my brother is so repressed in so many ways it's mind boggling...and he's 47, so not much chance of him becoming any different)
sigh...i wonder what tomorrow's drama will entail
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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er:
go look in my journal for your prize, you manic little monkey
whoozywhatzy:
add me as a friend, fool.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hey this is short notice but i'm playing at 7(?) tonight at Arlene Grocery and if you want to see a band during happy hour then come on over...95 stanton street...My band's name is Girl; probably won't be super crowded by any means, but you still have yr whole night free afterwards and the music's great.
boo boo la la
boo boo la la
rxqueen:
if i didn't have a birthday bash to attend i'd be there.
let me know a week in advance next time you guys play
i'll try my best to make it out!
let me know a week in advance next time you guys play
i'll try my best to make it out!
freyja__:
girl?
how many members are in your band and of what genders?
how many members are in your band and of what genders?
whoa. confusing.
freyja__:
*nod*
Sell my best memory; Im a fool
Keep the rest, what would you have me do?
What would you rather do?
When youre cast in rhyme and passing through the lines
Ill remember you
Tie and twist everything, its still through
As for us, what would you have me do?
What would you rather do?
If youre lost in time or someone new thats fine...
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Keep the rest, what would you have me do?
What would you rather do?
When youre cast in rhyme and passing through the lines
Ill remember you
Tie and twist everything, its still through
As for us, what would you have me do?
What would you rather do?
If youre lost in time or someone new thats fine...
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er:
ooooops i missed it
oh well
i'll warn you about mine when it's on its way so you won't miss it.
speaking of cat shit, this morning was the second time in about 10 days where my dumbass monkey crapped on the living room carpet. same place as last time. maybe she was trying to remind me of your birthday?
anyway.
dass ist alles
oh well
i'll warn you about mine when it's on its way so you won't miss it.
speaking of cat shit, this morning was the second time in about 10 days where my dumbass monkey crapped on the living room carpet. same place as last time. maybe she was trying to remind me of your birthday?
anyway.
dass ist alles
freyja__:
i didn't write that, but if you like it, i suggest you check out the book it came from.. [urlhttp://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0914711067/qid=1065025838/sr=1-8/ref=sr_1_8/002-0415735-1511202?v=glance&s=books]the still, small voice.
BUT.. don't bother if you're not into spiritual sorts of books about the god in all of us and whatnot. you'll just end up thinking i'm a looney.
BUT.. don't bother if you're not into spiritual sorts of books about the god in all of us and whatnot. you'll just end up thinking i'm a looney.
i thought i was pretty good at writing beautiful, sad songs, but kris, who plays guitar in my band, dropped by today with some remixes of some stuff we have recorded, plus this beautiful, haunting new piece he wrote, and it blew me away. i wish i could play it for everyone. we'll turn it into a song - i'm not sure if it's gonna...
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er:
i want to hear the new song
(i might have come to the acoustic thing, i love drums, but live drums are sooooo loud--do you kids wear earplugs on stage?)
along with the other shit you never gave me
jun is that dude from that site, right? ahaha i don't remember it, but you know what i'm talking about.
word on the street is the Lady is back from Miami. can't wait to hear sordid tales...
(i might have come to the acoustic thing, i love drums, but live drums are sooooo loud--do you kids wear earplugs on stage?)
along with the other shit you never gave me
jun is that dude from that site, right? ahaha i don't remember it, but you know what i'm talking about.
word on the street is the Lady is back from Miami. can't wait to hear sordid tales...
underneath the bottom hearing foreign tongues
nothing neads to heal; the blood is congealed
it's easy to deal 'cos you've been breathing with yr
iron lung
when life seems unreal, so secrets reveal
when everyone wants to come around
and pretend they own your mouth.
everyone hits ground; it passes around
remember your witness, you saw you begin this
so nothing can hurt you; your...
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nothing neads to heal; the blood is congealed
it's easy to deal 'cos you've been breathing with yr
iron lung
when life seems unreal, so secrets reveal
when everyone wants to come around
and pretend they own your mouth.
everyone hits ground; it passes around
remember your witness, you saw you begin this
so nothing can hurt you; your...
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er:
awwww man
i'll explain it to you sometime
i'll explain it to you sometime
freyja__:
*lights lighter*
i saw ladykier tear apart Cabaret on Broadway on Saturday.
She's pretty mind blowing.
She's pretty and mind blowing.
Check her out: She'll be starring as the lead through tuesday. After that, you'll have to settle with seeing her run around in her underwear, acting like a whore, playing 4 different instruments onstage during the show, and slapping the audience members, and doing kinky tricks...
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She's pretty mind blowing.
She's pretty and mind blowing.
Check her out: She'll be starring as the lead through tuesday. After that, you'll have to settle with seeing her run around in her underwear, acting like a whore, playing 4 different instruments onstage during the show, and slapping the audience members, and doing kinky tricks...
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freyja__:
you got that right!
what a treat.
:>
what a treat.
:>
er:
i'm pretty sure that my favorite part of the day is watching you and k banter in your journals here. a note by the litter box! you guys are loons in JUST the right way, i love it.
don't tell me aaron doesn't have a girlfriend
don't tell me aaron doesn't have a girlfriend
~
rxqueen:
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whoozywhatzy:
Thanks for coming to the show tonight...it was really important to me that you were there. AND....thank you for the call just a bit ago...I know it's all soo hard. I know I will be celebrating your success sometime!
Love you...you stupid asshole.
Love you...you stupid asshole.
i'm a big fucking sloppy loser and i think i'm going to remove myself from blogs such as this and friendster type things coz i'm really just caught up in my own vain insane bullshit and i wind up letting everybody down who dares to get involved in my world and thats just what i do so its better if you never mmet me at...
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kypirate:
sounds like something i would say when i all i really need is a good punch in the face... of course, i've needed a good punch in the face for years now and haven't had any luck getting one. reread valis, or better yet read some vonnegut, you'll feel better. i promise. jerk.
so.
sad.
*sigh*
have you heard what happened exactly?