receptionistdesk

so moving sucks.
we're cleaning out the place after we sign the lease tomorrow and moving furniture in saturday.
i'm looking forward to the change of scenery.
things have been hella hectic but i'm having fun with life.
and justin is awesome as usual.

so congrats are in order
LEA AND I GOT THE PLACE IN LANCASTER!!
friday we pay the security deposit etc. hopefully she and mandy can begin moving in soon... i'm glad to have over a month to move!

oh p.s. lea made it to suicide girls so as soon as her first set is up, i'll letcha all know.

lea and i have started looking for apartments in lancaster.
i'm excited to have rooommates and a sweet place.

last night we saw we regazzi tedfrench toast and ted leo/rx at the ottobar.
and ted signed my dvd insert.
and took photobooth pictures with us.

i think i may have died.

also talked to his brother chris a bit. which only makes me even more...
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so yesterday i got my tattoo.

and i can honestly say i'll never do that again. not for me. at all.

and i'm getting my industrial pierced in the next week.

going to a show tomorrow. seein ted leo next weekend. seeing violent femmes on the 18th. and sleater-kinney next month.

spending tomorrow night with the boy. school of rock and a picnic.

i haven't posted in a while.

things are going well. travelling for work is no fun.

justin and i are going to visit my parents tomorrow in delaware.

part of me really wants to see the passion of the christ. but not alone.

new haircut = new outlook.

so i'm off to work and then his place and then super furry animals and then tomorrow i'm playing hermit in his apartment but somehow despite his two jobs taking up almost all of friday and saturday we are going to have a great fucking valentine's day. for once.

i'm nervous for valentine's day to the point where i think i'm driving everyone close to me a bit nuts.
stupid neuroses.

went to butler for work. had nightmares while all alone in a strange hotel room. and they were true flashback nightmares. so that was awful.

i'm glad to be home in my own bed for a couple of nights.

thursday we have dinner...
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falling can be beautiful

home for the first time since wednesday.
i can't even tell anyone how happy i am.
we talk big plans... and maybe he's half joking.. . life would be so amazing if it all comes true.

i'm just in absolute heaven.

at a point to where i barely even wanted to hangout with a girl. i was thinking to myself on jan 12th i dont want to be with anyone right now. im not satisfied with where i am let alone how could i handle a relationship with someone but yet jan 13th changed all that. i met someone that day and now i dont want...
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so i've been extremely sick since wednesday . horrible horrible asthma attack.
justin took me to his apartment and took amazing care of me.
i'm falling so hard for him,
it''s fantastic.