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i think i give up on happiness.

i wish i was better at being a loner.
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matt76:
skull i hope i don't seem as if i'm being overly-simplistic. believe me, i know about string (and i know about needing to get out more). gets tough to pull out of the rut once you're set into it. the fact that there's not much to this town doesn't really help either. seems like you have frat bars, yuppie bars and dive bars with no place to go and take in decent music. but now i'm digressing. i hope the weekend is better, try and get out if you can you'll feel better. there might not be much around, but it's better than sitting at home. skull
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matt76:
skull i'll be in the city this weekend as well. my brother lives in south philly, about a block from the broad st. diner. we'll probably hit the italian market during the day tomorrow, then we're going to a show at the tla in the evening. wrapping up the night with a going away party for his girlfriend's brother. then back to lanc. sunday, it's always good to get out of town though. enjoy your weekend, safe travels. skull
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going out last night helped clear my head.

looking forward to brian's art opening on the 3rd. he's a delight. he was showing me his work last night... which is of course in the men's room. haha.

got my haircut today so now i'm poorer and can't afford to leave my house. but at least i look good bumming around.

posted a photo of it...
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jimee:
Your haircut looks nice. wink

Thanks for the advice on that piercer girl. I went there tonight and had it done. She's awesome and easy to get along with. It hurt like hell but only for about 2 seconds. She said that nipple piercings are the most painful piercings. It was a great experience. I'll be going there for my tattoo soon. The place has great atmosphere with nice artwork on the walls.

Have A GrEaT DaY!

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lingus:
What is a pirates favorite Vegtable? arrrrtichokes.
What is a pirates favorite state? arrrrkansas
What does an impetant pirates wife get? Arrrrtificial insemination.
I liked your pirate pics. biggrin
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had a really fun day finally out of the house.
(thanks timmy!!)

unfortunately now that i'm alone and left to my own devices i'm kind of bummed. i'm really proud that i stood my ground with mikey and didn't stick around for bullshit i don't need, but on the other hand, i'm quite tired of being lonely.

i don't look forward to cold winter nights...
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matt76:
skull relationships are fucked. last christmas chimed in the end of a long-term one for me. sparing you the gorey details, it was ugly. i'm much better off for it. for as appealing as becoming a hermit is sometimes, what choice do you have? we're all social creatures. anyway, stay warm and take care. skull
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jimee:
Hang in there, you'll find someone. But be careful what you wish for, you just might get it.

Take my situation. I have someone but i'm miserable with her. mad
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spent the afternoon with mikey yesterday. got a GRE prep book. math is more evil than i remembered. and the vocab words are intense.
went out to stubby's to mourn odb and the roommate and i got properly smashed. it was fantastic.
low key day.

tonight: going to mikey and billys for adult swim.

i need a jobby job.
skull
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well despite my nerves and near panic attack the tattoo went extremely well.
it didn't hurt a bit compared to my first tattoo even though it did still hurt a bit.
it looks perfect tho.
i posted an akward photo in my recent photos.

not going to harrisburg tonight.
apparently i am once again sitting at home.
not awesome.

today kind of made me want...
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matt76:
skull looks as if it came out nicely. see, it wasn't that bad, now was it? skull
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jimee:
Nice tattoo. I'm trying to figure out what it means.......i guess i'm not too bright. Does it mean that death is not such a bad thing? or something along those lines?
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getting excited and nervous for tomorrow.
i just have to remember to breathe and not panic when getting tattooed. goddamn why do i let my head get the better of me?

also excited for harrisburg and fun times.

i had this weird rambling thought earlier while cross stitching about how we cross our fingers for good luck but also when we're lying. is luck a...
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jimee:
So, how'd it go? Hope it went well.
pattti:
awww yer welcome.
My hair is getting super long. This is the longest it has been since i was about 15 i do believe. I'm letting it grow out a little more than keeping it at that length. New ink, eh? What are you getting? And where in lancaster do you live, sg717 what what .
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went out last night to lizard lounge with alison. saw doug and brenton and eventually justin. had a nice time with some pbrs. talked to the dj about bad edge tattoos and ink & dagger. talked to one of the bartenders who apparently thought my roommate and i were terribly tuff girls who break balls with our teeth or something. i'm like no dude, i'm...
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i believe tomorrow my fabulous roommates set goes up.
keep your eyes peeled for margot. love

last night we went to see the pink spiders with the boys.
sleepovers at mikey's remind me so much of being 18 and staying with my ex joey and his friends in the house of no means yes.

i finally get details on my job this thursday. i need a...
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matt76:
skull my brother has an outline of the state with a mountain laurel blossom in the center. i think you can see it in one of my halloween pics. while he was visiting this weekend he said if he'd thought of it sooner he would've gotten it. i suppose i could draw it myself, but i'd like to have something he drew. skull
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jimee:
Good luck with the job.

The new pic you have up is nice. Me like. love
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i feel like a bit of a jerk because i blew off mikey tonight. i know he really likes me and all and he's a great guy blahblahblah but i so don't need a relationship right now.

hung out with justin instead and watched supersize me over some beers. trouble. but always a nice evening.

came home and added to exboyfriend nonsense by IMing baker...
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jimee:
Sorry for the indecent proposal. "Don't judge a man till you've walked a mile in his shoes" Try being un-happily married and bored for 10+ years. It'll do strange things to you.
aj_paradiselost:
How could you blow off Mikey? How could you live with yourself, christ, poor Mike. That sucks. The world is so cold and now Mikey is on his own in the cold gusts of wind in this autumn Season, its okay mike hang in there damnit!!!! It'll be Alright, the world moves on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mikeyyyyyyyyyyy!
No, just fucking with ya babe, don't even no Mr Mike. I'm just surfing about, bored as shit........L8er. P.s. Get more ink, its just the right thing to do next to one a day vitamins washed down with a cold fucking Yeungling.
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matt76:
skull live just outside of town on the east side. haunt barnes and noble fairly frequently. get out ot town when i can... re. nader, i agree that he's pompous, i'm just tired of people buying into the two party blockade. it's not really much of a choice. if anybody poses a threat to that system they eviscerate him or her. it's a bit fucked that's all. but what can anybody do now..? but anyway, what do you think of our fair city?skull
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matt76:
skull i think i'd prefer borders if they had a music section. also i kind of like the set-up of bn, not quite as clausterphobic. just got home from there, actually. i think i need to add books to my list of vices. i spend too much on them. skull
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