Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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had a really fun day finally out of the house.
(thanks timmy!!)

unfortunately now that i'm alone and left to my own devices i'm kind of bummed. i'm really proud that i stood my ground with mikey and didn't stick around for bullshit i don't need, but on the other hand, i'm quite tired of being lonely.

i don't look forward to cold winter nights and not having someone warm to snuggle up to.

goodness i feel pathetic sometimes. i guess i just can't give up hope, but i keep feeling like love is ruined for me and i'm going to be lonely for a long long time.

wow. i'm a pretty sorry little whiner tonight, huh?
matt76:
skull relationships are fucked. last christmas chimed in the end of a long-term one for me. sparing you the gorey details, it was ugly. i'm much better off for it. for as appealing as becoming a hermit is sometimes, what choice do you have? we're all social creatures. anyway, stay warm and take care. skull
-m
jimee:
Hang in there, you'll find someone. But be careful what you wish for, you just might get it.

Take my situation. I have someone but i'm miserable with her. mad

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