sorry i've disappeared a bit.
was in north jersey for business.
saw modest mouse in philly beforehand.
saw the dismemberment plan while there.
been drinking too much.
and kissing too many boys.
i think i declare friday my night off from drinking.
except if matt crashes here thursday i know i'll break that.
Today is my Birthday...yep that's what today is...Anywho, I live about 1 mile outside of Hanover...right on the border of Abbottstown and Hanover, but if you ask Chris he'll tell you how much he hates me, but I think it's cause he only wants to be me. I am as they say an Asshole!
i hate that he feels like we have to *only* be friends... denying all the chemistry and attraction between us...
i hate that to him a friendship... with some physical stuff... is wrong.
how can it be wrong when it feels so damn good.
I can only guess that you would admit to being from Gettysburg because you attend the college there, anybody actually from Gettysburg won't admit it out right. But seriously I had to say something.
I can only guess that you would admit to being from Gettysburg because you attend the college there, anybody actually from Gettysburg won't admit it out right. But seriously I had to say something.
long story short:
after drunk late night swimming in my underwear at a friend's farm i was getting a piggyback from the boy and i was falling.
somehow with both of us so sloshed, in hoisting me back up, i cleared his head.
boobs first into a gravel driveway is no way to go.
my poor pair are red and raw and all sorts of... Read More
don't be lonely...give me a call. we'll get some pizza and soda. and talk about the good old times and the things "normal" fucks like us talk about. hehe. ;-)
cheer up, it might never happen
sorry its a saying I picked up somewhere. It can be used for nearly everything really.
I think i know how you feel. My gf is in New Zealand and will continue to be there for another two months with little chances of getting in touch. Plus I am back with my parents until I can find a pad. i try to stay out of the way as much as poss.
I'd invite you for a drink as well but i'm on the wrong continent and not that good a swimmer!
i'm terrible at writing here.
i've been a bit bitter lately.
my exboyfriend came for a wonderful visit...
too bad it meant us falling for each other again with no way of actually being together.
for once i want something thats not unrequited... and also not impossible.
american analog set was fantastic.
i didn't get the perfect + romantic night i've been hoping for, but i'm happy enough he let me kiss his cheek.
it's so silly that a terribly aggressive girl like me is satisfied by just our arms brushing against each other on the couch...
I'll be in Lancaster starting Monday June 30th until either 4 rd or 5 th of July. if you'd like to meet another member, then get in touch with me. I can at least buy you you 3 or 5 drinks. If not then I can at least tell you that the White Stripes will be playing in your area(Philly which is about 2 hours away). Tickethustler, I mean, Ticket master has the tixx onsale for purchase. Good luck with the tixx.
so my long day of harry potter engrossment ended well: the object of entirely too many of my desires and his almost equally adorable bandmate ended up here for movie watching.
i'm ashamed to admit it, but i'd forgotten how effin funny the big lebowski was.
well that's not how i intended my night to pan out.
did i really need to take things so far just to prove a few assholes wrong...?
did it really help my self-doubt at all?
...absolutely not.
ok. someone sign me up for trepanning.
lets hope this weekend still turns out the way i'm hoping.