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wow!

whoopie!

yippie!

yup it was that kinda night...

fuck. i am tired of my whiney ass journal entries..

several times in the last week by several people i was told that i swear too much...it's true, i have a potty mouth.

it's kinda weird not having my picture in my profile. but i couldn't get the damn thing to work. it kept looking all weird and stretched out and when looking at myself...
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i am feeling very down in the dumps about myself at the moment...and it's just plain stupid...and this makes me mad.

and i'm trying to edit my damn pic. and it doesn't want to work..it looks all retarded to me, and i don't usually edit pics on this computer and i'm using a different program and i'm ready to stomp my foot in frustration! arrgggghhhh!

sometimes i just don't know what i was thinking...

not sad, just reflecting..

my arm still hurts. damn bee...

i went shopping with my sister. i was looking for a dress to wear to my cousin's wedding..i did not find one. i did however buy two shirts. i went into this store to find that my favorite jeans are no longer being sold...boo that sucks,...
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i got stung by a bee today. well kinda. i think it was getting ready to sting me and i moved and the stinger just kinda scrapped against me, or something along those lines...either way i've got a big sore spot on my arm and like a huge circle or redness..like a 2 inch circle around the ouchie spot, is this normal?

i'm a shopaholic....
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stimulating conversations before bed, do not help me sleep.

i should not be online, i should be studying.

so if you see me online later make sure to yell at me that i should study instead.

really, you should.

i still hate this smiley

i am in a hating mood. i think the connection is something to do with nearly spending my entire summer either in school or studying. or atleast its felt like that's all i've done this summer...

right now i hate school...bleh...i'm going to be called on tomorrow in class...i know i am...

fuck.

yeah. i haven't studied enough for my...
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so...he just left...and now i'm sad...very sad...

we had lots of good times...didn't really do much, but it was fabulous...no fighting...lots of kissing and love...apologies were made... and all was good.

i have homework to do, and this is my last week of class, so i have studying to do as well.

sigh...oi atleast i'm going home next weekend.

i went and bought a chicago...
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oh my goodness he's coming to visit!

but he's not gonna be here for atleast 5 more hours...

i'm very excited!

it's going to be fabulous...gotta think positive here...no fights, just lots of sex right? right...

i'm bored waiting for him to get here and it's only 9..

yah know what i hate? when i see pics of boys and they their makeup done way...
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everything is ok now. sorta, well not really. it's ok as in i'm not upset any more, but not ok as in it hasn't really been dealt with.

and for once i'm glad to be back in IA.

i guess this means it's really home now.

so i finally got my financial aid money. stupid fucking stafford loans having to be dispursed in two seperate...
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