I am bored off my rocker.
I keep looking at my law school stuff. I have been accepted into three schools. I think I know where I want to go. But I don't want to make the wrong decision, cuz this shit is important. But hopefully I will make up my mind finally, so I can decide if I want to start in the summer or in the fall. So I can finish all the little details like finding an apartment and all that shit.
Part of me wants to go to the school that's like 6 hours away from here. Part of my is worried. I don't make friends easily, I'm gonna be lonely and all that crap. It's going to be crazy being in a city that I don't know, living on my own, and not knowing anyone. And being away from my boyfriend. Academically it's going to be difficult. Can I really do this?
On top of this all I can not sleep. The sleeping pills I've been taking are no longer working. I once took these sleeping pills that made me hallucinate. It was cool. Maybe it was just some weird lingering side effect from the acid I had taken in the past.
Boys in general make me mad. This has nothing to do with my boyfriend and I don't want to get into here.
EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS!
I keep looking at my law school stuff. I have been accepted into three schools. I think I know where I want to go. But I don't want to make the wrong decision, cuz this shit is important. But hopefully I will make up my mind finally, so I can decide if I want to start in the summer or in the fall. So I can finish all the little details like finding an apartment and all that shit.
Part of me wants to go to the school that's like 6 hours away from here. Part of my is worried. I don't make friends easily, I'm gonna be lonely and all that crap. It's going to be crazy being in a city that I don't know, living on my own, and not knowing anyone. And being away from my boyfriend. Academically it's going to be difficult. Can I really do this?
On top of this all I can not sleep. The sleeping pills I've been taking are no longer working. I once took these sleeping pills that made me hallucinate. It was cool. Maybe it was just some weird lingering side effect from the acid I had taken in the past.
Boys in general make me mad. This has nothing to do with my boyfriend and I don't want to get into here.
EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS!
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plus i'm trying to decide what career to even start get educated in it between four choice...busines..computers...art...or mortician..
but i say got to teh school your gut tells you to go too...no one knows better than your gut..plus you might need the support net you already have..BUT.. i believe in you
Making decisions that will affect you for a long time is intimidating!
And generally, boys suck...but every once and awhile you'll find one that makes all the time you wasted on the shitty ones worthwhile.
i'm sick of my rollercoaster. i want off.