rebeldaisy

i have a speech in 2 hours. craptastical! seriously, i just don't give a fuck. ten minutes and it'll be over. i should probably work on it, considering i've spent no time on it at all. but it's barely worth any points, so fuck it. no memorization for me!

why the fuck is it snowing so much today? sucks ass.

and why the hell is my speech at 8 p.m.? it's not like i have class at 8?


i got the absolute sweetest birthday card from my grandma today. i don't think i've seen her since christmas, i miss her lots. next time i'm home, i'll have to go and visit. seriously, the card was so nice, it brought tears to my eyes. some times it's hard at family events and things to get to talk to her, cuz i'm only one of 30 grandkids...and she related a little story from when i was kid and came over dressed up for halloween. i was a crayon. a green one.

someone asked me today if this is my natural hair color. mmmm nope.

i have no attention span today. spring break is in the brain. fuck school and homework and studying!

dancing around in my undies is much more exciting than reading appellate briefs.

d'oh! my stupid speech got canceled because of the severe weather we are having! damnations! now i have to wait until tomorrow to find out when i'm gonna have to do it.

double d'oh! lately i have been feeling like contacting someone i haven't talked to in awhile. i don't know why i want to keep in contact with this person. it's always happy to talk to him for a little bit, then drama happens, he stops talking to me, and i feel shitty about it again, and then the whole thing begins again. so i keep telling myself NO! not gonna email him, not gonna bother wasting my time with it. but fuck, why then do i keep thinking about it? stoooopid fuckin mind.

triple the d'ohs! my speech is rescheduled for 8 on weds. st. patricks day? fuck!