do you have anyone you once knew who you wish was still in your life?
i'm going through one of those times where i just can't stop thinking of my ex, my first love. that kinda thing. i wish i could still be friends with him. i'm not the kind of person who makes friends easily or connects with people easily...and he's one of those people who i had an almost instant connection with. i talk to him sporadically, but i really wish it could be more often. we talk maybe a few times a year, and it's been more then a year since i actually saw him. it's not in a way where i wish we could get back together, just in a way that i wish we could still hang out on occasion and still make each other laugh. i really do miss him.
i know i could call him up, and he'd be happy to talk to me, but i know if i don't call him, he's not gonna call me. and i understand why. but it still makes me unhappy. fuck. stuff like this sucks.
i can't sleep. it's less then 8 hours until my next final. stupid fucking insomnia.
i have an enormous migraine, and it's making me nauseous. fun.
and screw my resolution to stop complaining.
bah. i said BAH!
i got an email from my dad yesterday. to some people this might be a normal thing, but my dad is so technology challenged most people are amazed he knows how to turn on the computer. so it was a huge shocker to get an email from him.
when buying christmas presents do you prefer buying someone something you know they want, like off their christmas list or buying something that just made you think of them? i usually like to do both. so if they don't like the one thing, they are bound to like the other.
mmm yes, i think i'll go study some more, that should hopefully put me to sleep.
i'm going through one of those times where i just can't stop thinking of my ex, my first love. that kinda thing. i wish i could still be friends with him. i'm not the kind of person who makes friends easily or connects with people easily...and he's one of those people who i had an almost instant connection with. i talk to him sporadically, but i really wish it could be more often. we talk maybe a few times a year, and it's been more then a year since i actually saw him. it's not in a way where i wish we could get back together, just in a way that i wish we could still hang out on occasion and still make each other laugh. i really do miss him.
i know i could call him up, and he'd be happy to talk to me, but i know if i don't call him, he's not gonna call me. and i understand why. but it still makes me unhappy. fuck. stuff like this sucks.
i can't sleep. it's less then 8 hours until my next final. stupid fucking insomnia.
i have an enormous migraine, and it's making me nauseous. fun.
and screw my resolution to stop complaining.
bah. i said BAH!
i got an email from my dad yesterday. to some people this might be a normal thing, but my dad is so technology challenged most people are amazed he knows how to turn on the computer. so it was a huge shocker to get an email from him.
when buying christmas presents do you prefer buying someone something you know they want, like off their christmas list or buying something that just made you think of them? i usually like to do both. so if they don't like the one thing, they are bound to like the other.
mmm yes, i think i'll go study some more, that should hopefully put me to sleep.
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I have pleanty of people that I wish were still in my life, but for reasons beyond MY control, they are not. They know every way possible to contact me, yet I haven't telked to quite a few of them since July. jerks.
I know what you mean about your dad. The first time I got an e-mail from mine I almost dropped. I still have to fix things when something goes wrong with the computer though.
It is hard having someone in your life (and you being in theirs), and then losing track of that connection....no longer being in each other's life.
But, in direct answer to the question, yes, there are people who were once in my life that I wish still were.