Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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tonight i came to the realization that i am an idiot.

i think i'm emotionally retarded.

and fickle.

and totally clueless.

and a bunch of other things that just add up to the fact that i'm totally lost in some ways.

but atleast at times i'm happy with my stupidity.

i have way too much on my mind. my head feels like exploding. damn fucking migraines..i feel like puking too.

and i'm not really unhappy. just confused. and i use "and" too much. and i have the vocabulary of a ten year old.

i am uninteresting. maybe it would be more interesting if i explained things. but this is personal, and i don't like to talk about truly personal stuff like this...somethings just need to not be said, cuz once they are said they are kinda out there...it's acknowledgment. ya know?


totally unrelated little updatedness...last night in my total insomnia at about 4 i decided to try on my halloween dress just to make sure i like it...its so low cut my nipples are practically popping out of it..i don't ever wear low cut things and this is like "hi these are my boobs, come take a nice look"...which is funny because i don't really have boobs..and umm it's got a really high cut slit on the right leg that is practically cut up to my crotch...which i like because i have nice legs...so it's a good thing. and i need to start sleeping like a normal person.
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lv:
I am pretty new to SG and I already find your interesting. And you don't need a huge vocabulary to be able to convey what you are feeling or thinking or trying to say...and you do a very good job of being clear and yet stylish. I see no lacking in your vocabulary at all.
quasi_sean:
one of the coolest things about you is your ability to keep conversations going and keep them interesting and to be there for someone and let them spill the most un-interesting shit off of their chest, and all the while being interesting.

we would not have our talks if I felt otherwise.



smile Mr. Safety agrees.

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