rebeldaisy

i had another divine weekend. it was super. really fantastic in all kinds of way.

one of the things i love about being away from home is that every time i go home it's amazing. it's a fantastic treat. every time i go back to IL i get that excited butterflies in my tummy feeling that oh my god i'm finally seeing tony...and i get to have oh-my-god-i-haven't-seen-my-boyfriend-in-so-long-kinda sex.

and then there are all the negatives..every time i leave i have to hold back the tears...every time i come back to iowa i have to adjust to sleeping alone....i have to realize that i am not going to get kisses, hugs, massages, and love for a long time..bleh..