bleh i'm still super duper sad.
i think i'm going home for the weekend. maybe. but it's weird because i don't feel like i fit in either here or there. probably because it's weird to go to the place i've lived all my life and now i don't live there. and nothing of mine is there, not my bed not anything. bleh.
but i want to see my boyfriend. really badly. miss him like crazy.
when i first moved in he stayed with me for a week, and then i drove him home, and stayed there for a couple of days, and then i just came back here yesterday. and now i'm sad. because it's weird to be here without tony.
so yup i'm homesick.
i think things will be better after i start school, and i've got something to do...right now i'm bored...bored in iowa, because i don't know anyone and i have nothing to do.
and all i want to do is sleep alll day. yeah all day because atleast i have happy dreams.
i think i'm going home for the weekend. maybe. but it's weird because i don't feel like i fit in either here or there. probably because it's weird to go to the place i've lived all my life and now i don't live there. and nothing of mine is there, not my bed not anything. bleh.
but i want to see my boyfriend. really badly. miss him like crazy.
when i first moved in he stayed with me for a week, and then i drove him home, and stayed there for a couple of days, and then i just came back here yesterday. and now i'm sad. because it's weird to be here without tony.
so yup i'm homesick.
i think things will be better after i start school, and i've got something to do...right now i'm bored...bored in iowa, because i don't know anyone and i have nothing to do.
and all i want to do is sleep alll day. yeah all day because atleast i have happy dreams.
i'm sure things will look up, the first days are obviously the hardest. i couldn't imagine being away from my girlfriend like that. keep your chin up, and try not to stew inside your place for too long. and if all else fails, you always have us
I Love your profile pic, btw.