i am a social retard. 
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I eat like a piggy.
I put in medicine stuff into the aquarium that is supposed to stop the rest of my fish from dying. I hope it works. It turned the water an eerie green. The medicine did not mention this as a side effect. Hmmm...
Spongebob is not a contraceptive, but he is on my underwear.
oso:
devour me??!! 
well, i can think of worse ways to go.....
i should have made you my Crush ages ago....
poor fishies must be trippin'.....
well, i can think of worse ways to go.....
i should have made you my Crush ages ago....
poor fishies must be trippin'.....
maldoror:
do not fear! the tofu chickens are safely localized within my living room; good thing too, looks like you're in a devouring mood
The fishy has died.
The funeral took place this morning.
Following his wishes, he had a burial at sea.
The funeral took place this morning.
Following his wishes, he had a burial at sea.
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oso:
my condolences. 
did he go down with the first flush?
did he go down with the first flush?
oso:
what a coincidence.
i was just about to make you my Current Crush.
i know i won't be yours, what with that boyfriend thing you got going on....*sigh*
all the good girls are taken....
i was just about to make you my Current Crush.
i know i won't be yours, what with that boyfriend thing you got going on....*sigh*
all the good girls are taken....
I'm bored. Really bored. Going insane kinda bored. Bored enough that I would leave the house, except its cold out so I'm not gonna. Blah.
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demigauge:
i want to leave my house but i might inffect people...narf
_v_:
when the boredom strikes, leave. do it. you can do it
the cold is nothing to fear. do it. i dare you
the cold is nothing to fear. do it. i dare you
My dying fish is still alive. Maybe it'll pull through. Live damn you! Live!
I have funny red panties on. I call them the stripper panties. Yes I actually do refer to them like that.
I've been having a boring day, and I've spent too much of it online. Avoiding the whole real world. And all the real world things that need to be done....
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I have funny red panties on. I call them the stripper panties. Yes I actually do refer to them like that.
I've been having a boring day, and I've spent too much of it online. Avoiding the whole real world. And all the real world things that need to be done....
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_v_:
eww - dirty
eww - dating your cousin's man
eww - red panties - wait, nice
eww - dating your cousin's man
eww - red panties - wait, nice
jjay:
comon fishy!!!
Over the weekend I went and saw a local skate video in the movie theatre. It was lots of fun. Someone I know was in it and he's a very good skater. Even though I don't skate I enjoy watching it. Bunches of fun.
I am hopefully going to a Queers show on Sunday.
I have to go to the doctor this week. My heart...
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I am hopefully going to a Queers show on Sunday.
I have to go to the doctor this week. My heart...
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oso:
naughty.
very naughty.
just like i used to be.
very naughty.
just like i used to be.
oso:
let's see.....
in the distant past there was...theft, "borrowing" other people's cars, various drug related activity, mindless destruction....kid's stuff.
this past year i've been the "other man" twice (one of those saw a girl breaking off her engagement), and flew up a sweet girl from deep down South for a naughty 4 day weekend, only to break her heart later on.
i did warn her though.
i truly did.
see.
i'm evil.
you still gonna be my friend now??
please.....
in the distant past there was...theft, "borrowing" other people's cars, various drug related activity, mindless destruction....kid's stuff.
this past year i've been the "other man" twice (one of those saw a girl breaking off her engagement), and flew up a sweet girl from deep down South for a naughty 4 day weekend, only to break her heart later on.
i did warn her though.
i truly did.
see.
i'm evil.
you still gonna be my friend now??
please.....
Last week was a pretty bad week. One big bad thing happened, and lots of little things that just contributed to everything being crappy. So I'm sorry that I've been posting bitchy posts (like the last one). This week is already off to a better start.
I hope that everyone had a good weekend. I did.
I like to read people's journals alot. And then...
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I hope that everyone had a good weekend. I did.
I like to read people's journals alot. And then...
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oso:
p.s. no way are you "way too skinny".
you look just right from here.
and...um...red looks nice on you...
you look just right from here.
and...um...red looks nice on you...
_v_:
yeah the getting up early stuff sucks
i have to do it again tomorrow.
ugh
i need a break, a paid break
thanks
i like your pic too
i have to do it again tomorrow.
ugh
i need a break, a paid break
thanks
i like your pic too
Today two of my fishies died.
And I don't feel so great.
But the evening was better then expected.
But I am sleeping alone tonight. So that's not so good.
I hope everyone else had a better night then I did.
And I don't feel so great.
But the evening was better then expected.
But I am sleeping alone tonight. So that's not so good.
I hope everyone else had a better night then I did.
nykonnlc:
Get a piece of wire and a goldfish cracker. Stick one end into the goldfish cracker and bend the wire to hang over the side so it looks like the fishey is floating in the bowl. You ca draw a smile on it to make it look happy. It make a nice replacement until you can get another fish 
Don't feel to bad I spent my valentine's night doing laundry
Don't feel to bad I spent my valentine's night doing laundry
I would just like to add to all the other journals I've read today, and say wholeheartedly:
Fuck Valentine's Day.
Thanks to this stupid fucking supposed holiday for reminding me how miserable I am right now.
Fuck Valentine's Day.
Thanks to this stupid fucking supposed holiday for reminding me how miserable I am right now.
Today I ate a pear that was perfectly ripe. It was at the point where if another day had gone by, it would have been a goner. I wish I had another one.
Today I wish that I were anywhere but here.
Today I wished that I was anyone but me.
Today I have not spoken to my boyfriend so we are obviously still fighting....
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Today I wish that I were anywhere but here.
Today I wished that I was anyone but me.
Today I have not spoken to my boyfriend so we are obviously still fighting....
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demigauge:
*hugs* hope things get better
hope things get betterbad bad night.
grrrr...
there are times when my boyfriend sucks.
grrrr...
there are times when my boyfriend sucks.
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a35mmlife:
*falls over*
lila:
i'm sowwy.
sometimes they just don't seem to understand.
sometimes they just don't seem to understand.
That's a new pic.
And those are new panties.
And I think I'm adding new pics to my website-thingy.
I'm bored.
Today has been a waste.
And I still feel unappreciated.
And those are new panties.
And I think I'm adding new pics to my website-thingy.
I'm bored.
Today has been a waste.
And I still feel unappreciated.
africa:
i appreciate the new pic, if that helps
demigauge:
don't feel bad i'm still not appreciated too
was it something i said?