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today i received in the mail:

new fishnet stockings with the cool line in the back!
fishnet shirt (which feels ohh so yummy)
ruffle-butt panties in purple ( i already have these in black and red)

i am ever so excited... and it is about time i changed this profile pic.

hi. i wrote this big long post and the fucking computer ate it....damnations!

i wanted to thank everyone who responded to my last post for their kind words and advice...it's really nice to be able to post something serious here, and get things off my chest..so i love you all

i feel kinda better now, yahhh margaritas! whoo...

my bed is the most comfortable bed...
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hi. i am still in a not so good mood. i wish i were my normal chipper self. i kinda wanna talk about it, but then on the other hand i kinda don't.

but i think i'm gonna just say a few things.

today i took my grandma to the doctor. my grandma has an inoperable brain tumor, and it's sad. it's being monitored to...
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i am in a horribley-yucky bad mood. ya know why? no you don't know why...i could tell you...but i'm not gonna.

i have things to do, but you know what i'm doing instead? i took a bath, and now i'm sitting in my robe, with my hair up in a towel, under a blanket freezing my tushie off.

i have a headache, and that's not...
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i am very selfish, so don't expect me to share.

today was a beautiful day.

i look hot.

today i went out and got the new harry potter. i will be watching it sometime tonight.

i am incredibly white. i'm starting to be see-through. my boy tells me that's hot though. weird.

i have on my most favorite pants. which is probably why i look...
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no pictures for awhile. my digital camera is broken. i think i'm gonna take it to be fixed monday. thank god for the stupid warranty because otherwise i probably wouldn't be able to afford to get the damn thing fixed.

i had a beautiful weekend.

i made spongebob cookies with a 4 year old.

i have a big bruise on my shoulder and a big...
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i found out that holes in my ears that i thought were closed because i haven't had earings in them for over a year are really open. boom, so i added three more earrings to my head..whoo.

i am in such a fantastical good mood...expect drunken pictures later...ha maybe.

i'm in such a good mood that i'm going to say fuck it and i'm gonna...
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i have the words to a song stuck in my head:

please me
pretty please me
its so easy to pretty please me
if it feels alright
pretty please me right
let's go

ok so really it's just the chorus to a dickies song, not the whole song.


guess what? i weighed myself today and for once in my life i actually gained weight! whoo....that's...
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i move in a month & seven days.

i still do not have all my financial aid shit fixed.
so i'm not exactly sure how i'm going to be paying the rent and all that fun stuff.

i just bought ministry tickets, although i would rather be going to the bad religion show instead.

i would like this yummy set.

and this.

and this one too.

and this is a must have.

and finally this set.

and these too

yeah...that's the short list....it's so sad when i can't afford new undies..

Click-click: tick-tick
Clock snips time in two
Lap of rain
In the drain pipe
Two o'clock
And never you.
Never you, down the evening,
I cannot
Cry, or even smile
Acidly or bitter-sweetly
For never you and incompletely.
Things surround me;
I could touch
Soap or toothbrush
Desk or chair.
Never mind the three dimensions
All is flat, and you not there.
---Sylvia Plath.


yeah...
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today i almost bought spongebob pillowcases. but then the rational part of me said no. i HATE when the adult in me wins out over my inner child.