he's gone now...and i am sad...damn. i hate when that happens. i just have to keep telling myself it'll only be a few more weeks before i see him again.
i have so much work to do. and i'm just sitting here feeling sad for myself. damn. i suck. i need some motivation. you'd think losing my hefty scholarship might be motivation, but surprisingly no....
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i have so much work to do. and i'm just sitting here feeling sad for myself. damn. i suck. i need some motivation. you'd think losing my hefty scholarship might be motivation, but surprisingly no....
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he's here! he's here...ohh my god he's here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whoopie!
he showed up at 4:40 am...i was awake...why was i awake? because i have moved beyond the need to sleep...apparently.....
he likes the darker hair..yummy.
i didn't clean...i feel like a slob...oh well..
i have class very soon, and i haven't showered, i'm wearing a robe...and i don't wanna go...blah..
and it's HALLOWEEN!!! whoopie!
***Halloween rocked....
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whoopie!
he showed up at 4:40 am...i was awake...why was i awake? because i have moved beyond the need to sleep...apparently.....
he likes the darker hair..yummy.
i didn't clean...i feel like a slob...oh well..
i have class very soon, and i haven't showered, i'm wearing a robe...and i don't wanna go...blah..
and it's HALLOWEEN!!! whoopie!
***Halloween rocked....
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trocc:
whoopie, indeed... 
tronvillain:
*chuckle* Have fun you crazy kids. 
i am not my usual cheerful self..how crappy is that?
my apartment stinks because something melted in my dishwasher..yucky yucky yucky.
too much to do, not enough time.
i should clean. tony is coming tomorrow? i think tomorrrow...possibly tonight...probably tomorrow..either way i should clean..there is no need for him to see what a slob i really am.
i need a nap. i need to start...
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my apartment stinks because something melted in my dishwasher..yucky yucky yucky.
too much to do, not enough time.
i should clean. tony is coming tomorrow? i think tomorrrow...possibly tonight...probably tomorrow..either way i should clean..there is no need for him to see what a slob i really am.
i need a nap. i need to start...
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quasi_sean:
Oh RebelDaisy, I think he'll be excited to see you and not care about these trivial things (stinky dishwasher and lack o' food) so just calm down and relax.
Think nipple cookies and safety.
Think nipple cookies and safety.
oso:
never imagined puppy spit could sound sexy, but christ almighty, you found a way.
Tony's not gonna care what you put in front of him as long as you're there. serve him some cardboard and ketchup, i bet he wouldn't even notice.
Tony's not gonna care what you put in front of him as long as you're there. serve him some cardboard and ketchup, i bet he wouldn't even notice.
he called me up super excited late last night so that i could hear his new engine..it's finally in and working...and he was so excited...it made me giggle, and i was sad that i wasn't there to see first hand.
seriously do you know how much time i have spent in that car? (i'm not talking about the naked stuff) how much time i have...
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seriously do you know how much time i have spent in that car? (i'm not talking about the naked stuff) how much time i have...
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quasi_sean:
when comes a happy update?
when comes a happy day?
when comes a happy day?
pip:
Mylf is a big fat liar she's the cookie monster in that family!!
No comment on the nipple thing.
And I feel your pain about the car. It is coolthat he called you and shared it with you. Just one more thing to be excited about when you go home again! You get to re-de-virginize the car again.
No comment on the nipple thing.
And I feel your pain about the car. It is coolthat he called you and shared it with you. Just one more thing to be excited about when you go home again! You get to re-de-virginize the car again.
halloween is almost here! yippie...nipples, people. there will be nipples for everyone...ha...do you have any idea what i'm talking about? you should.
"illusions are dangerous, they have no flaws."
Just something i've been considering.
i am hungry. i am always hungry.
i dyed my hair yesterday, it is a little on the dark side. there will be pictures once i shower and feel less disgusting....
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"illusions are dangerous, they have no flaws."
Just something i've been considering.
i am hungry. i am always hungry.
i dyed my hair yesterday, it is a little on the dark side. there will be pictures once i shower and feel less disgusting....
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nordicskin:
Has anyone ever told you, you look like Dominique Swain ? she so hot, and so are you!!! 
jasonxstar:
Of course i will take pics and show you,and hint hint you are sexy..nipples oh where oh where?
hugs and kisses
GPK
hugs and kisses
GPK
tonight i came to the realization that i am an idiot.
i think i'm emotionally retarded.
and fickle.
and totally clueless.
and a bunch of other things that just add up to the fact that i'm totally lost in some ways.
but atleast at times i'm happy with my stupidity.
i have way too much on my mind. my head feels like exploding. damn fucking...
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i think i'm emotionally retarded.
and fickle.
and totally clueless.
and a bunch of other things that just add up to the fact that i'm totally lost in some ways.
but atleast at times i'm happy with my stupidity.
i have way too much on my mind. my head feels like exploding. damn fucking...
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lv:
I am pretty new to SG and I already find your interesting. And you don't need a huge vocabulary to be able to convey what you are feeling or thinking or trying to say...and you do a very good job of being clear and yet stylish. I see no lacking in your vocabulary at all.
quasi_sean:
one of the coolest things about you is your ability to keep conversations going and keep them interesting and to be there for someone and let them spill the most un-interesting shit off of their chest, and all the while being interesting.
we would not have our talks if I felt otherwise.
Mr. Safety agrees.
we would not have our talks if I felt otherwise.
Mr. Safety agrees.life is as good as it can be at the moment...ya know...all things considered...
i went out.
i played a couple of killer games of darts! cricket! i kicked ass in a major way,
i am only slightly drunk
i did not get to go to the dance club...i kinda wanted to go...if i was more drunk, i so would have been there. but its...
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i went out.
i played a couple of killer games of darts! cricket! i kicked ass in a major way,
i am only slightly drunk
i did not get to go to the dance club...i kinda wanted to go...if i was more drunk, i so would have been there. but its...
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mylf:
at least it isn't "I have class in 4 hours! crap." now THAT would suck
Sounds like you had a pretty good time though
Sounds like you had a pretty good time though
quasi_sean:
I am so totally glad you had fun RebelDaisy...even if it meant missing our talk...
Coming from the King of self-imposed isolation...you should do it more often...but I shall miss you...
bob.
Coming from the King of self-imposed isolation...you should do it more often...but I shall miss you...
bob.
the number one thing i love most about myself is:
that i can eat all the ben & jerry's i want to. and i won't gain a pound.
ok so that's not always such a good thing. but still its nice...
i am a dork. and i kinda like it.
ha go look at my new pic! special, isn't it?
i am such a lurker...
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that i can eat all the ben & jerry's i want to. and i won't gain a pound.
ok so that's not always such a good thing. but still its nice...
i am a dork. and i kinda like it.
ha go look at my new pic! special, isn't it?
i am such a lurker...
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quasi_sean:
What about the ham? Hmm....
Not a thing about RebelDaisy is creepy...except her resemblence to a certain "New Best Friend?"
Not a thing about RebelDaisy is creepy...except her resemblence to a certain "New Best Friend?"
trocc:
is that pic you and yr boy? so cute.
lurk away, baby - just say hi once in a while, k?
lurk away, baby - just say hi once in a while, k?
the last entry was my most favoritest quote. these are my next two most favorite of the favorite Calvin and Hobbes quotes.
Calvin: You know, Hobbes, some days even my lucky rocketship underpants don't help.
Calvin: I hate it when I can't gird my loins with funny animals.
i am eating a bag of jelly bellys...yummy in my tummy..this makes me super duper happy..
this...
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Calvin: You know, Hobbes, some days even my lucky rocketship underpants don't help.
Calvin: I hate it when I can't gird my loins with funny animals.
i am eating a bag of jelly bellys...yummy in my tummy..this makes me super duper happy..
this...
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tronvillain:
Calvin: There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want.
Mmmm, Jelly Belly's. Happiness in (physically) non-addictive chewable pill form.
And I have a second date, yet I am still commenting here. *chuckle* See?
Mmmm, Jelly Belly's. Happiness in (physically) non-addictive chewable pill form.
And I have a second date, yet I am still commenting here. *chuckle* See?
oso:
if Tony starts losing all his hair, and gains a ton of weight due to a gypsy curse, i just wanna say that i had nothing to do with it.
Calvin: What's it like to fall in love?
Hobbes: Well... Say the object of your affection walks by...
Calvin: Yeah?
Hobbes: First, your heart falls into your stomach and splashes your innards. All the moisture makes you sweat profusely. This condensation shorts the circuits to your brain, and you get all woozy. When your brain burns out altogether, your mouth disengages and you babble like...
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Hobbes: Well... Say the object of your affection walks by...
Calvin: Yeah?
Hobbes: First, your heart falls into your stomach and splashes your innards. All the moisture makes you sweat profusely. This condensation shorts the circuits to your brain, and you get all woozy. When your brain burns out altogether, your mouth disengages and you babble like...
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jjay:
i like that
i like that
tronvillain:
Calvin and Hobbes rocks, but I can't agree with that description of love. Glad to hear you had a good weekend. *chuckle*
tony emailed me something that made me blush. 
ohh my...
in other news i am so fucking excited to be going home! have you caught on to this yet?
this is going to be such a great weekend!!
there will be shopping with my sister, a show with my brother, home cooked meals and umm mmmm yummy yummy good times with tony...
are you jealous?...
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ohh my...
in other news i am so fucking excited to be going home! have you caught on to this yet?
this is going to be such a great weekend!!
there will be shopping with my sister, a show with my brother, home cooked meals and umm mmmm yummy yummy good times with tony...
are you jealous?...
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jasonxstar:
mm i loved home cooked meals thats sounds so yummy right now,well good to hear you happy
hugs
GPK
hugs
GPK
quasi_sean:
I'll be the first to welcome you back.
Welcome back, Rebeldaisy!
Welcome back, Rebeldaisy!
ok whoo...
nothing to add just needed to get rid of the last journal...
only a couple more days...and then..mmmm love
over the weekend i'm going to see this guy i know play a free show...i feel bad, i haven't seen him since he started chemo...
i'm going to eat cornbread this weekend.
nothing to add just needed to get rid of the last journal...
only a couple more days...and then..mmmm love
over the weekend i'm going to see this guy i know play a free show...i feel bad, i haven't seen him since he started chemo...
i'm going to eat cornbread this weekend.
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mylf:
mmmm... cornbread.
have a great weekend!!!
have a great weekend!!!
trocc:
hey lady - keep on keepin on the weekend's almost here. i'm jealous of this tony cat - i hope he knows how much yr looking forward to this.
and i'd say you had a nice ass even if my girlfriend was here... wait did i fuck that up?
and i'd say you had a nice ass even if my girlfriend was here... wait did i fuck that up?
it is a real drag there's no pictures of you - i'd enjoy seeing that.
hope the week accelerates slowly for you...