rebel84

so many crazy things have happened today. i just found out that one of my good friends is pregnant which is really exciting and kind of weird at the same time! i'm super excited for her and her bf! they are super cute together. i'm getting to the age where all my friends are either gettin married or having babies or both. i might have to start hangin out with a younger crowd

on a sad note, one of the girls from our training classes died yesturday from pnuemonia. i worked with her at my location a few yeas ago and ten she left the company fo a few years. she came back and was working in a different location and joined the training classes. she had been having a lot of health problems right when i became an educator so unfortunately i never had the pleasure of teaching her but the others who did where, needless to say, inconsolable. she was only 28 yrs old. i can't even imagine her family's loss.

so definately an odd day. dan and i exchanged a few texts today. it was nice to hear from him. i have been feeling kind of lonely the past few days because f all the things goin on at my house. its been really stressful so i've been avoiding the things that add to that. in particular, my present dating situation. i know its not right but i don't feel like i have a choice right now. if i pile any more on to my load i think i'll break. so i told dan that we would talk when i was ready. i don't know when that will be but he was nice about it and it felt good to know that i could take my time and think before i had to discuss what had happened. i feel like i can only deal with one really big problem at a time and i have som many right now its not even funny. i'm having a rough time but today felt a little better. despite really sad news.