rebel84

So my bf DocSparrow started his new job today which is super exciting! i'm really happy for him! i think its just what he needed. i haven't talked to him really today but from what i understand it was a good day and what more could you ask of a first day right? so i think we'll go out for dinner and drinks to celebrate!

my dad comes home this weekend for good and i'm dreading it. we still haven't talked and its been like almost 2 months now so i'm just anticipating the awkwardness of it all. i have a feeling that i won't be at home much for a while. i was even thinking about getting an apartment just to get away from it. i've been saving my money to buy a house but i gave half of it to my dad for the condo investment so i'm pretty much back to square one. so that won't happen for at least 2 yrs. plus with the rent i pay at home it might be longer. i didn't want to rent but i might not have a choice if i want to move out relatively soon. so i have a lot of decisions to make.

i leave for the Bahamas in a month or so and i have gained so much weight. or at least i feel like it. and the girl i'm going with only weighs about 12 lbs. so i think i might have to serious diet starting now. well maybe tmrw lol. i'm super excited but i'm kind of nervous. it'll be fun but i'll be sad without DocSparrow .

well thats all i've got for now. love ya